Subtitles by the Hug Me If You Can Team @ Viki
Timing by sabrinafair
Translating by skybluebluie_281
Editing by kakashiandme
♫ Without realizing it, I fell in love with him ♫
♫ How do I express it? ♫
♫ Where's my courage gone? ♫
♫ All these people in the way ♫
♫ can't stop me from loving you ♫
♫ Forget those romantic words ♫
♫ I just want to melt away the ice around you ♫
♫ Let's just keep going like this ♫
♫ For all the summers and winters in my life ♫
♫ Without realizing it, I fell in love with him ♫
♫ How do I express it? ♫
♫ Where's my courage gone? ♫
♫ All these people in the way ♫
♫ can't stop me from loving you ♫
♫ Forget those romantic words ♫
♫ I just want to melt away the ice around you ♫
♫ Let's just keep going like this ♫
♫ For all the summers and winters in my life ♫
[I Cannot Hug You]
[Episode 12]
Zhihao, go home first to wash yourself! Don't mind me!
Li Shiya... Growing up to this age, this is my first time seeing you faint due to extreme hunger.
I also don't know what's wrong with me.
Say it. Give me an explanation.
What explanation?
Nothing. He's just asking about my health situation.
I already talked with the doctor. He said that you are fine and can be discharged anytime.
Oh, right, you're just a little malnourished.
Come out. Let's talk.
How do you take care of Shiya?
I don't know that she has been starving for so many days. 2 days ago, we even went out to eat.
What do you know?
Do you know what you are doing?
If you don't have the ability to take care of Shiya, then don't waste her time.
I am currently working hard on it.
If this happens again, I won't let you off.
Zhihao, don't feel guilty anymore.
This is my choice. It was me...
Actually, I have food to eat.
It's just that I don't know why I didn't choose to eat it.
This is my own choice.
Don't put it to heart. It was my fault.
I don't like you being like this. I want to know you better.
I want to know what you have eaten today.
Are you in a good mood or not?
I didn't have any romantic relationship before.
And I didn't have any thoughts of knowing other people.
But right now, my thoughts are very strong.
I want to...take care of you.
How come...my heart is about to jump out...
Li Shiya, what should you do?
Do you feel better? You're going back to work now? Why didn't you just rest for 2 more days?
Getting admitted in the hospital for just that reason, what's to rest about?
But it was really embarrassing.
Shiya, just go eat any delicious food that you want.
After eating, stop getting entangled with humans already.
Why are you suddenly saying such things?
I just feel that you are not living well since you started being together with him.
I currently have an emergency! I'll just call you later!
Hey! What are you doing?!
Shiya, what are you doing?
What are you doing? Doing such brazen act out here in the open, is that appropriate?!
There is a leaf on Zhihao's hair. I just wanted to remove it.
Really... Since your girlfriend is here, let's just let her remove it.
See you next time.
Zhihao, do you frequently meet with this person lately?
No. It just so happen that the new books are published, so he asked me to come to the bookstore to get some resources.
The two of you earlier are standing so near each other. Are you okay with it?
It's fine. I am better than before.
Also, I feel that he is not a bad person. He even gave me some detergent.
Detergent? Catering on someone's interest?
Looks like I should learn from him.
What I mean is, you should be vigilant to strangers.
What if he has an ulterior motive in getting near you? That is so dangerous.
Before, I look at people around me in a malicious manner. But after meeting you,
I realized that someone is sincere in being nice to me.
That's why, I also want to try to come in contact with her.
That's right. It was me who turned him to this way.
It was me who made him lower down his guard.
What should I do? Will I just let him be?
Right now, can I still put him down?
Sorry! I...
I... I accidentally slipped earlier
and then...I end up...hugging you.
It's fine. Be careful. Don't fall.
Looks like that syndrome is about to appear.
Simply put, this syndrome is called estrus.
Estrus?
All kinds of animals experience it, even humans.
But its manifestation in vampires is usually 10 times stronger than in humans.
What then? What will happen?
If you like someone, this instinct will naturally get awakened.
You will like to touch him so much and then become very excited.
What? You finally like Simba now?
What are you saying?! Why are you suddenly mentioning him?
It's just that I heard some rumors lately, so I thought of asking you.
Okay already. I'm hanging up. I won't talk to you anymore.
Could it be because of that kiss in the island that's why I'm like this?
Li Shiya, calm down a little.
Stop thinking of such nonsense! You are turning into a maniac.
What?
How could I do such a thing?
Am I really in estrus?
Li Shiya, you are a maniac!
[Fried Chicken: Do you want to come over and watch a movie?]
Shiya, is this movie okay with you?
It's fine. Let's start.
Shiya, what's wrong with you? Do you feel unwell?
No need to force yourself.
How about I close the light?
No need. No need. It's fine.
Are you really not afraid of movies like this?
Of course, I can tolerate them.
I love to watch them, as long as there are no ghost.
Keep your cool. It only happened just that once last time. Maybe, it was just by chance.
I must not conclude that the syndrome Cui Junhe said is what is happening to me.
It has been so long since we watched a movie.
That's right. We watched a movie during our first date. Do you still remember?
Of course, I remember. That time, you were even very unwilling.
I really never thought then that we would end up dating. It's quite magical.
That's right...
That time, you were just my prey.
But right now...
Shiya, what's wrong with you?
I...am a bit unwell. I will go home now.
What weird syndrome is this?!
I must clarify it.
I clearly could have struggled free from her that time. Don't know why...
What am I thinking? I should just focus on my work.
[Cui Junhe: Regarding the book, I want to talk to you about it more. Do you want to come out and have some fresh air?]
It's been so long since I visited the school.
Sometimes, I would come to the school to have a stroll. When seeing these children,
I would feel that some forgotten memories are coming back.
Oh, right, I've already read your initial draft.
Being forgotten and hurt since he was little and eventually becoming a murderer.
Continuously rationalizing his murderous acts.
That really affected me deeply.
I also was a bit surprised.
Although I've known that your writing is really good, after reading your work,
your description of loneliness really made me gasp in surprise.
It made me see myself.
Yourself? I have never mentioned to anyone
that I also had a dark experience.
While reading your novel, that experiences seemed to have...
reappeared in front of me, reappeared in my mind.
Are these that I am saying very boring?
I understand.
I previously had the same experience too.
That's why, I was able to write such a story.
Do you know that it is really not easy to bump into and interact with people who has
the same experience as what is in the deepest portion of your heart.
I feel that we can become friends.
I made a very colorful dream. Fried chicken removed all his clothes.
Why am I being like this?! I really have gone crazy!
Zhi...Zhihao.
You woke up so early.
You need anything?
If you are not doing anything today, come to an art gallery with me.
The publishing house gave me two VIP tickets.
I won't go to the art gallery anymore. I don't really understand them.
It's fine then. I'll just go with Editor Cui.
Hey, Zhihao! I'll go. I'll go with you.
Although it's not a weekend, there are quite a lot of people that still came.
It was also like this last year. Look.
Shiya, what are you doing there?
I want to know what kind of material is this.
Hey, quickly come here. Walk with us.
I must try to stay far from him as possible.
Or else, what if I become uncontrollable again?
But I still cannot let Zhihao and that guy be alone together.
Who knows what he is planning?
Do you want to go there and take a look?
Look at this one.
And this one.
Shiya.
This is the work of one of my most favorite calligrapher.
Could it be Shiya doesn't recognize these words?
Endure it. I must endure it.
Do you want to go there to take a look?
Because there were a lot of people here, I never came to visit this place. Never thought that coming here today to take a look,
I was able to gain a lot. I think that coming here today is a right decision.
- We've been walking for a long time. Let's rest for a while. I'll just buy some drinks. - Okay.
Okay. Bye-bye.
It's because only the two of us are left, so I'm going to tell you this.
What kind of bodily contact can happen between men?
You better just look for a more convenient prey. Stop coveting for mine.
I am not interested in your hunt at all.
But as a prey, he really is so alluring.
But, are you now starting to think for your prey?
I just don't want to share my prey to others.
Really?
Is it really just like that?
The one who didn't eat her prey while in the elevator
and fainted from starvation was you, right?
While not hungry, the one who can't control herself
to touch that human is also you, right?
Having an estrus towards a human, such messed up and interesting scene,
I really don't want to miss it.
Estrus? What nonsense are you saying?! I just like the taste of my prey.
Li Shiya, don't you find yourself too pitiful?
Enduring it continuously but unable to obtain it, really so funny and so pitiful.
You are a vampire. You are a creature that is of a higher level than a human,
yet you can't even handle your prey.
Just listen to me. Satisfy yourself already.
Satisfy?
You surely understand what I mean.
You better resolve it as soon as possible. Or else, let me do it.
This perfume of yours is quite unique.
Is it a limited edition? It still hasn't been released in the market.
That's why, the person who kept following me was you.
In the island, it was you. And now, the person who is using Zhihao, is also you.
Say it. What really is your motive?
What are you saying?
When did you start to target me? When did you start following me?
Zhihao must be just an excuse.
There are so many missing vampires lately. Those are all related to you, right?
What weird things are you saying?
First, I never stalked you.
Second, the missing vampire cases you're saying have nothing to do with me.
I am not interested in you at all.
The one who interests me is Jiang Zhihao.
Just admit it.
Because the fragrance scent you have is the same with that person who followed me.
Since this fragrance has not yet been released in the market, then it must be you.
Just because of that?
I am also just suspecting. But you are a suspect.
This fragrance
was given by NL Cosmetics to me because I did a photo shoot for them.
This fragrance indeed has not yet been released in the market.
If you like it, I can give you one once its out in the market.
I don't want to.
- What are you two chatting about? - Thank you.
Nothing.
Let us go there to take a look then.
I really had fun today. Thank you for calling me out.
You're welcome. It's not really a huge effort for me.
I'll get going then.
Oh, right,
take care of your health.
Take care of my health?
Shiya, let's go too.
Okay.
Take care of your health?
What does he mean by that? We are only holding hands.
President Yu, I made a lethal mistake.
While the scent of the test fragrance hasn't dissipated, I already went to the island.
Li Shiya was able to smell it.
Li Shiya called me earlier and asked me the name list of the people we had gifted such a perfume to.
I don't know if this clue can lead them to me.
If any situation happens,
I will surrender. I won't involve you into this.
I've prepared some money for you.
Just leave when it's time to leave.
Anyway, my time is already few.
I won't go. Even if they are able to find me,
I still won't let you get implicated in this.
How about Xiao Can? She still won't say anything?
We've used all possible method.
She still won't say anything. Right now, she just want to die.
Men! Men!
Who allowed you people to treat her like this?
I asked her to come here to help.
Have you seen people asking for help in this manner?
What are you 2 still standing there for? Untie her.
Sorry. I...
I never thought that this is what's happening here. But this is really not my initial intention.
Why are 2 still standing here?! Go and call the doctor!
- If he doesn't come within 5 minutes, you 2 are fired. - Yes.
What are you laughing about?
You guys are changing your tactics.
What? You're done singing with the white face,
and is starting to sing with the red face now?
Indeed. For you to be thinking that way while in your present situation,
is not surprising.
I know that you will not believe anything that I will say next.
I indeed will not believe it. I just have one request right now.
Say it.
I will die sooner or later. Can't you just let me die quickly?
No, you must live.
In this world, there are a lot of people who will do anything to live.
As long as you are alive, I won't let you die.
Even if you let me live,
continue to torment me every day,
the name list...
I still will never give it you you.
It's fine. As long as you are alive.
But...I can't let you go.
Because if I let you go, there are a lot of things that I am unable to fulfill.
It's fine with me if you won't give the name list.
Next, you can live here like a usual person.
Other than communications with the outside world,
you ask for any request and do anything you want.
Why?
You must be hungry. You're even too weak to talk.
Just eat. You can absorb my energy.
This is out of kind intentions.
Why must you do this?
Just a kindness from a person that's about to die.
Who is about to die?
Me.
I still have a lot of things to do. I'll be going now.
I'll come back to visit you.
Shiya?!
Do you have work today? I just happen to be going to the bookstore. Let's leave together.
I have something to do! I am very busy!
She indeed looked very busy.
Thanks.
You are still going to keep avoiding him?
I also have no choice. I can't even look at him directly now.
When I see him, I will keep thinking about strange things. And my hand...
will uncontrollably extend towards him.
I really don't know what to do if this continues.
Also, I dare not tell Li Lanxi or Simba about this.
I know what's happening to you.
It's that syndrome.
How did you know? That is a syndrome that only vampires have.
But going back to it, do you like that guy?
First, I feel that regardless if there is a syndrome or not,
you must first be sure of your feelings.
Are your feelings towards that man that of love between two opposite sex
or are you just plainly treating him as a prey?
Face you heart first before making a decision.
That would be better, right?
While you are not yet sure about your feelings, if that situation happens again,
let me teach you this. You just...sing a children song.
Use your most sincere heart to sing the children song.
Every time I do that, I become fine.
Sing children songs? Will that work?
Very fast results.
Hi, Shiya.
Zhihao, why are you here?
I am here breathing some fresh air and waiting for you.
Oh, that...
Shiya, are you alright?
What?
Recently, it seemed hard to see you and you kept being uneasy.
Are you really alright?
No, my heart is pouncing again. If this continues, I will...
Shiya, if you have any problem, just tell me.
Hey, don't come near me!
I...am saying that I'm fine.
It has nothing to do with you. It's all my problem.
Don't worry. I am just very tired lately. I'll go home now.
♫ In the mountains, in the seas, there is a group of Smurfs! ♫
♫ They were energetic and intelligent ♫
♫ In the mountains, in the seas, there is a group of Smurfs! ♫
Smurfs?
♫ They were energetic and intelligent; They were naughty and clever. ♫
- Ballroom party? - Yes.
The party will be in Dream Bar this year.
Didn't we have one last year. Only vampires in the entertainment world are invited.
I'll pass. I recently still have a bunch of things to manage.
I won't go anymore. I am not in the mood and my brain is very confused.
The more you are like that, the more you should attend.
Going out to inhale some fresh air is such a great thing. Isn't it?
It's because you are being too close to humans lately, that's why you are having wild imaginations.
It's agreed then. You must go. Or else, I will abduct you while you have no make up on.
By then, you better be prepared of the consequences.
Hey, hello-- Hello?!
Simba, is Shiya also going?
Of course, I must take her.
You're also going, right?
Hey, that will be like your vampire base camp.
Am I crazy to go with you?!
That's right too. That is not a place for humans.
Oh, right, I must go out for a while.
Later, when the manager comes, help me come up with a lie. Tell him that I'm sick and had to go to the hospital.
The only illness left that you haven't pretended to have is just pregnancy, right?
Very smart. Then tell him that I'm pregnant.
Subtitles by the Hug Me If You Can Team @ Viki
"你讓我懂 You Let Me Understand / You Showed Me" by Silence Wang (汪苏泷)
♫ When we were together, happiness came so easily ♫
♫ I held your hand so tightly in mine ♫
♫ My heart kept pounding for a long time ♫
♫ Then you started putting on that cold demeanor ♫
♫ You left my side and the distance grew between us ♫
♫ And then, I realized ♫
♫ I never let you see my sadness, ♫
♫ afraid it would break your expectations ♫
♫ But all that time you didn't understand me, ♫
♫ I was missing and waiting for you ♫
♫ I hummed the songs I wrote for you ♫
♫ By now, you may have already forgotten ♫
♫ But I'm still deeply in love with you ♫
♫ How I could have I stopped it? ♫
♫ Forgive me for feigning indifference ♫
♫ I'm not pretending I'm unaffected, or thinking too much ♫
♫ I just realized that a silent love is the deepest one ♫