Subtitles by the Hug Me If You Can Team @ Viki
Timing by sabrinafair
Translating by hpuppiesz_698, mankchin_139, skybluebluie_281, xopriscillaxo
Editing by kakashiandme
♫ Without realizing it, I fell in love with him ♫
♫ How do I express it? Where's my courage gone? ♫
♫ All these people in the way ♫
♫ can't stop me from loving you ♫
♫ Forget those romantic words ♫
♫ I just want to melt away the ice around you ♫
♫ Let's just keep going like this ♫
♫ For all the summers and winters in my life ♫
♫ Without realizing it, I fell in love with him ♫
♫ How do I express it? Where's my courage gone? ♫
♫ All these people in the way ♫
♫ can't stop me from loving you ♫
♫ Forget those romantic words ♫
♫ I just want to melt away the ice around you ♫
♫ Let's just keep going like this ♫
♫ For all the summers and winters in my life ♫
[I Cannot Hug You]
[Episode 10]
Zhihao. Why are you here? Are you waiting for me?
Can you introduce your sister to me?
I am talking about that doctor sister of yours. I want to get treated quickly.
The faster, the better.
Zhihao!
I want to make some changes. That's why...
change your door's passkey.
Anyway, just change your door's passkey.
- Shiya? - What is going on?
I am not yet ready.
You are already here. What is there to be ready about?
Let us go in first.
But I have never been examined this way.
As long as you have tried it once, it will just be nothing for you next time.
Trust me.
Sister, this is that person that I told you
that I am dating right now, Mr. Jiang Zhihao.
Hello.
I heard Shiya talked about you before.
So sorry. Give me a few minutes. I'll just talk with her for a while.
What's wrong with you?! Why did you bring him here?
Didn't you say that your hunting is progressing successfully?
Actually...
One can't really belittle the germophobia illness.
We still haven't had a good contact moment until now.
But this time, it was him who wanted to do a psychological consult.
I will talk to you later.
So sorry, Mr. Jiang, I had caused you to wait long.
Let me formally introduce myself. I am a psychiatrist, Dr. Li Lanxi, and is also the older sister Shiya.
I am Jiang Zhihao.
Relax a little. Don't feel too tensed just because you are in a medical clinic.
Zhihao, relax! Relax!
Right now, may the guardian go out. This is a private consultation time.
Why? I also want to stay here and listen.
What do you think? Do you want to do the consultation with your guardian?
Okay. Let us do some simple chats.
Let us chat like friends. Relax a little.
Have you had previous consultations before?
None. This is the first time.
You must have thought hard about it for a long time before you came here.
Your choice is right.
I heard from Shiya that you are suffering because of your germophobia.
Actually, mental disorders are very complex and sensitive.
Just relying on drug treatment can't really provide a huge effect.
It still must depend on one's willpower and a very strong motivation.
Do you have these?
Just to change yourself, a very strong internal motivation.
Yes. I have. A very strong motivation.
Then from now on,
You must not give your motivation up.
How was your consultation today?
Today, we just made a simple psychological examination.
Your sister is quite a nice person.
We chatted about some relaxing topics.
We plan to start the official treatment next week.
As I have told you, it's only during the first time that you will find it hard. Afterwards, it will be no big deal.
You surely will get better. Just tell me if you need my help.
You just need to quietly stay by my side.
I will slowly get better.
Is quietly staying by your side already helping you?
How was it?
Didn't you say that the camera was able to catch a glimpse of that driver?
Get me all the footage that you can get from the surveillance cameras.
The later we find him, the more dangerous it will be for those missing vampires.
Don't know why he wasn't noted in the past videos.
He also didn't appear in the facial recognition system.
Also, we investigated his past records. He had previous attempts of robbery.
But, he never kidnapped anyone. And now, he even kidnapped so many vampires
and never asked for any ransom, what can be his reason?
Then it must be a more troublesome reason.
Look at the ball! Pass it here!
You passed beautifully!
Pass him! Catch this! Hurry! Assist me!
Thanks.
It's been 10 years but the school didn't seem to have changed.
If there is any, it has gotten old.
There is still one. The students have changed. All have grown up.
Isn't it you don't like to keep in contact with them? Then don't contact them anymore.
It's also quite fine to be like this now, not disturbing each other, right?
I still remember that one time when I was late for school.
I was punished to stand by the school gates.
Sawing you walking towards me from afar, I was afraid that you will see me,
so I hurriedly docked.
But in the end, teacher saw it and fiercely lectured me for it.
I remember. That time, you were quite thin
and short. Who would have thought that you will grow this tall.
Look. In that auditorium, you previously had a speech.
I still remember that I gave you a bouquet of flowers.
That is my first time to give flowers to others.
I still remember that
you like to sit in the last row seat at the library, that one nearest the corner.
When reading books, you like to make remarks and labels on it.
Every time I go to the bathroom and pass by that corridor, I can see you.
Also, when you dropped out from school,
you even gave me a candy.
Maybe because the me in your memory is too great.
That's why, your imagination has been sugared up numerous times,
so you felt that the me now is also good.
But people change.
I know. But you won't.
In our way here, you gave me a candy.
Do you know that
no matter what you become in the eyes of other people,
in my eyes, you will forever be that Yu Ze.
I still haven't told you a lot of things.
I need to fulfill a wish.
I still don't know if I can fulfill it or not.
I will try my best.
What wish?
My current wish is to live beyond 30 years old.
Close down my company.
And then, travel the world with the person I love.
I even have decided on the route.
But...there are a lot of mishaps in life.
But there are a lot of surprises too.
Hello.
Miss Li Lanxi, right? I am Lin Cheng of NL Drug Company.
Oh, you called me...
We found Chen Ke, that person you asked us to find
and who was also that driver that we fired.
Really?
The pictures were sent by the police. The time of death is estimated to be 3 days ago.
Initial assessment was he got gunned down.
The police are deducing that it was done by loan sharks.
But currently, they still don't have any hard evidence.
That's why, they are still waiting for additional information.
This lead got cut off again.
You are going to the amusement park?
I happen to have received free tickets. Let's go together.
There are so many people in an amusement park. I still am not prepared for it.
It's fine. You don't need to force yourself.
Then who will you go with?
With Simba and the other members of his group.
Zhihao, are you alright?
You don't need to force yourself.
It's fine. How can I let you come here alone?
How come they are still not here? Didn't we agree to gather here?
These two stupid guys. The two of them--
Miss, do you like the Lion King?
- What was that thing?! - Don't shout. Why are you so scared like that?
- Simba. - Yes, Shihuan is here too.
Hello.
This is Shihuan. You've met each other before.
Hello.
I am Shiya's friend.
So sorry. I had to wear a mask to meet you today.
It's fine. I remember you. You are that person who easily faints.
Okay. If the boring introductions are done, let's hurry and go in now.
We must enjoy ourselves today.
Wow! Let's go!
Headband. One must buy one of these when coming to an amusement park.
Since we are already here, you should wear one too.
Not anymore.
Don't be like this. Just try one on, okay?
So cute.
Mi-Zhihao. [Mickey Mouse in Chinese is 'mi lao shu']
Let's celebrate Christmas in advance.
Lu-Zhihao (Zhihao Deer).
Then...let me choose one to wear to.
Simba! Shihuan! Here.
What is this? I just bought it earlier.
- Look. Does it look good? - Should I wear this?
Let's not waste time anymore. The more people there are, the longer will be the lines.
For the first ride, let us play that first.
The carousel.
So great! I will ride it a few more times this time.
Do you remember that when we were little, there was a bug that flew into your mouth when you shouted.
Stop saying it already. That was so scary.
Zhihao, let's go then.
I...won't ride anymore.
- Why? - I don't like to play such things.
Since we are already here, it will be such a pity if you don't ride one.
It's fine. Don't mind me. Just go have fun.
Enough! Let's go already. Go!
So fun! I have never been this happy for a long time!
I can't agree with you more.
It has been so long since I was in an amusement park. Really had a blast.
When we have activities, don't even think of having any time to come here.
Is the preparation for your next album going well?
Of course. Our Mr. Yin Shihuan
has already made a lot of good songs. He kept pestering every night to make me listen to them.
Hey, when did I pester you? You're making up things.
Then you two will be busy again.
Don't worry. No matter how busy, I will still have time to play with you. I know that you love coming to the amusement park.
Thank you.
Do you still remember when he had our field trip during high school?
Of course! I won't forget it.
When it ended, the two of us played until the park closed.
You even have the nerve to say it. We initially agreed to wait for the sunrise.
But when I turn around, you were already sleeping and drooling.
People even think that there is an earthquake when you snore.
How come I didn't know?
Don't know if the ice cream then is still being sold.
That...I'll just go to the bathroom.
I am also going to the bathroom for a while.
Shiya, is your...still alright?
What about me?
I am saying if your boyfriend is still alright.
What about him?
Actually, it's nothing too.
I just feel that it's quite awkward to go out with people you don't know.
Moreover, a person who doesn't even dare to play these stuff coming here...
I think that he really wants to be with you.
What am I doing here?
We clearly were together, but I feel that we are very distant from each other.
You look very tired. You must be bored.
Aren't you forcing yourself too much. You don't play amusement rides but you still came to an amusement park.
- Aren't you too bored? - It's fine with me.
As long as Shiya is happy,
- then that's enough. - Is that really enough?
But Shiya is happy, not really because she was with you.
You clearly are not suitable to be with Shiya. Aren't you being too selfish?
But if you want to persist, it's fine with me too.
I am just a bit curious why you keep wearing gloves.
You were also unhappy when I touched your hand last time.
Could it be...you have some germophobia?
This is none of your business.
It has nothing to do with you at all.
Having nothing to do means it has something to do with me. You and Shiya have never did anything yet then.
From what I know, Shiya likes body contacts a lot.
What really can you do for her?
I, on the other hand, can give Shiya a lot.
Amusement rides, body contacts,
I can do them all.
You can do them all? What really are you planning to do?
Stop having such a scary expression.
I still won't do anything to you right now.
I just want to tell you that
what you see now is not that entire picture. You don't know anything.
That's why, just enjoy it while you can.
You're alone? Where is Shiya?
Didn't you see her earlier? She went that way.
She said...she wants to be alone with her boyfriend for a while.
Zhihao!
Why are you here?
I am waiting for you. If possible,
I want to have a stroll and go to a quiet place.
- Where? - Let's go.
They were made in quite a realistic manner.
This place is too remote and quiet.
The haunted house is not really an amusement ride. Are you alright being here?
Are you afraid of these things?
I am not afraid.
It's just that while I am in an unfamiliar space, I have this inexplicable anxiety.
It's fine. The two of us can protect each other.
If you ask me, just directly confess to her.
Confess? What confession? Who is confessing to whom?
I am talking about you. How long are you planning to avoid this matter?
I hope that you can be more honest.
What are you saying? How am I dishonest? I am the most honest person.
Hello. May I ask if you two are Shihuan and Simba from the group Holiday?
I'm really sorry about today. You don't like this place, but you came here for me.
I didn't take care of you.
I am slow-witted to begin with.
I made you feel alone.
But it's because I just love the amusement park too much.
- That's why, I got a bit uncontrollably excited. That's why-- - Shiya.
Let's hold hands.
But is it ok even without your gloves?
We can finally hold hands?
♫ The lover that I cannot hug ♫
Shiya!
Do you know?
I am also...I am also very sorry.
I can't be like a normal person
and do things you like with you.
Instead of just holding your hand like this.
I'm too selfish. Even if I'm selfish,
I want to be with you.
♫ Body and soul, neither one giving way to the other ♫
♫ Who let the dark sky push open the window ♫
♫ The demonic heart was able to penetrate into the light ♫
♫ Stop hiding it; Your happiness ♫
♫ is not just my imagination; Love didn't lie ♫
♫ The angel closed her wings; How am I going to touch ♫
I'm sorry. Did I yell too loudly just now?
It's ok. I was also a bit scared just now.
It's a little embarrassing. I thought he was about to kiss me.
That...where are we going next?
The ferris wheel!
Hello, Shiya! Where are you? Are you all right?
What do you mean by if I'm all right?
It's like this. We've been found out by fans.
The situation is not too good. We've already called our manager.
We, more or less, will be able to escape now. You should go home too.
It has already spread in Weibo. They seem to know that I am with you.
You should be careful, okay?
I know. You be careful too.
Alright, I'll be careful.
What is it?
Simba has been discovered by fans.
Even though we're friends,
I guess we can't be understood because we are always together.
I think they can't understand that Simba and I are like family.
So the fans will hate me, and I can't do anything about it.
Even though it's a bit disappointing, we should go home before we get discovered.
It's okay. Then let's come back next time.
Sister Shiya, let me treat you to this!
Are you all right?
What you said is right, when two people are together they can protect each other
You didn't need to mind them.
You got dirty, right?
It's okay, at this level...
No, I have to go.
Stay calm!
I was in such a panic later. Really so sorry. I feel better now.
I didn't take care of you well and made you run around with me. I'm sorry.
Sorry.
Also, I didn't get to clearly tell you some things
Thank you. Thank you for everything you've done.
I was also very happy to be with you.
Next time, we will go ourselves without any friends.
Ok.
Shiya, you're great today. Jump a little. Like you are dancing.
Be a bit happier. Be a bit happier.
Okay. That's exactly the position.
Fall down. Chen Yang, catch Shiya.
Remember. Make it precise and romantic.
Shiya, be a step closer.
Okay, director.
Ready, start!
I still am not prepared. Why did you fall backwards already?
How can my hands be that quick?
I'm sorry, director. I will try again.
- Are you all right? - I'm fine. I'm fine.
-Are you cold? -I'm fine
You didn't get hurt anywhere, right?
I'm really fine. Do not worry.
All right. We start again.
Cheer up!
Ready? It's on!
Subtitles by the Hug Me If You Can Team @ Viki
♫ When we were together, happiness came so easily ♫
♫ I held your hand so tightly in mine ♫
♫ My heart kept pounding for a long time ♫
♫ Then you started putting on that cold demeanor ♫
♫ You left my side and the distance grew between us ♫
♫ And then, I realized ♫
♫ I never let you see my sadness, ♫
♫ afraid it would break your expectations ♫
♫ But all that time you didn't understand me, ♫
♫ I was missing and waiting for you ♫
♫ I hummed the songs I wrote for you ♫
♫ By now, you may have already forgotten ♫
♫ But I'm still deeply in love with you ♫
♫ How I could have I stopped it? ♫
♫ Forgive me for feigning indifference ♫
♫ I'm not pretending I'm unaffected, or thinking too much ♫
♫ I just realized that a silent love is the deepest one ♫