I really want to have children.
I can lend you my uterus.
I can give it to you at half price.
I have the keys to your house,
but I can't open the door to your heart. I'm such a failure! Such a failure!
Let's first go in.
I don't want to! I want to wait for Biba to come before we go in.
He's not really your dad. Why do always have to wait for him?
Auntie, you have to take good care of your body and be healthy.
Your aunt likes to talk about our—
What does our business have to do with her?
You don't have to care about yourself, but do us adults not have to care about losing our face?
So what if I don't get married?
♫ Oh Lonely ♫
♫ Hello loneliness you're the one who never left my side ♫
♫ Oh Lonely ♫
♫ I don't need to fake to be young in front of you ♫
♫ Oh oh oh Lonely ♫
♫ Nobody likes the game I like to play ♫
♫ Oh Lonely ♫
♫ We just pretend to be happy in front of people ♫
♫ This is lonely ♫
♫ The future keeps coming but the past will never pass ♫
♫ I have no enemy, but I have no strength to fight ♫
♫ The reality is always so real ♫
♫ Oh Lonely ♫
♫ I took care of the world but never myself ♫
♫ Oh Lonely ♫
♫ You can't fill up the loss with what you have ♫
How many people will be eating?
Three or four
My mom, sister, me, and
hopefully, my dad will join us too.
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Sister, hurry up and come down to eat hot pot!
Mom, hurry up and come out to eat hot pot!
Hurry up and come out!
Mom, sister, hurry up and eat!
I especially made this.
Let Mom do it. This is heavy.
Time to eat.
You have to cut the broccoli. You can't eat the broccoli head as a whole.
- And there's also this. - Aiyo.
You have to remove the plastic before putting it in.
Baobei, you have to cut off the ends
of the enoki mushrooms.
Then, can we still eat it?
We can.
Actually, what I wished the most that time was for our whole family to reunite.
Just like now. It's a great feeling.
But Li Baobei, let me tell you. This pot of food you made,
tastes a lot better than what you made at that time.
Right? Thank you, sister.
Mom, rate my food.
- A rating? - How many stars would you give?
- Three and a half stars. - Only three and a half stars?
You still have room for improvement. The sauce that you made—
Hold on, hold on. We still have peaches at home.
Huh?
Here, peach.
And also drinks.
How do we have peaches at home?
Oh, so it was peaches inside that bag?
Dad didn't mean it that day.
And I didn't know you'd be back home so soon. That's why I let him in that day.
So, because of my relationship with your dad,
you became afraid of getting married?
No,
of course not. It's my problem.
I realized that I never really properly faced my past.
So my decision was influenced by my past.
You and Liyang were together for 4 years.
And you're almost turning 32.
I really don't understand what you're thinking about.
Women's time is very limited.
Do you want to be like Mom, and be alone for the rest of your life?
Your Dad is a man. He won't understand this.
He won't understand this.
Dad is doing it for my good.
Plus, you can't influence my decision of getting married or not just because of what he said.
I know what you're doing is for my own good too, but he just wants me to think everything through before getting married.
Li Yang is not the same as your Dad though.
You're dad is an irresponsible person.
See, such a good family, yet he leaves it and doesn't tend to it.
Now that you're getting married, why is he intruding?
He just wants to perform his fatherly duties.
I also wished this situation had a happy ending.
I just think Li Yang's very innocent.
Mom, stop being so conflicted.
If I get married to Li Yang,
it would not necessarily the right decision.
What are you trying to say now?
You hope that I will be happy.
I also hope that you will be happy too.
What does your business have to do with mine?
It's the same as me hoping that you'll get back together with Dad.
Except that now I finally know
some things just can't be forced.
We have Baobei as our backup,
but what about Dad?
He made his choice, so he has nothing now.
But even if that's the case, he's still my and Baobei's father.
Just like how you're my mom, and I'm your daughter.
This is a fact that will never change.
Family will never change.
Mom, I'm sorry.
I felt your love and protection these past couple of days.
Please don't worry. I will get married one day.
But you, you and Dad,
have to deal with your problems yourselves.
He is your big villain. You have to defeat him.
You can't just tend to my problems, you know?
What big villain?
Why are you apologizing to me?
I just can't bear to see you by yourself.
I have you and Baobei.
But what do you have?
I have you.
What's wrong? Why aren't you sleeping yet at this late hour?
Where exactly did you go?
Sorry, I just suddenly had something to take care of.
What? How was the movie?
Do you think I really cared if the movie was good or not?
Do you know how hard he worked to get this award? You promised him.
How can you— Do you know how much he cared about this?
How can you just not come?
Sorry, it's because...
Just... Lin Qin Ai suddenly—
Lin Qin Ai?
Ok. I got it.
Shu Ying.
- Shu— - Your phone is ringing. You should pick it up.
Shuy Ying!
What?
What's wrong? Why did you ask me out this late at night?
Nothing. I just suddenly want to chat.
Order something.
Give me a glass of whiskey. Thank you.
Are you ok?
Everything's fine.
Thank you.
Are you ok?
How much did you drink?
Are you ok?
I'm pregnant.
Stop yelling. Walk!
I'm pregnant.
What should I do?
I don't know why I called you, but
I didn't know who else to tell.
Are you sure you want to keep this child?
I don't know.
I'm scared of giving birth to this child,
but I'm scared of getting an abortion too.
I don't know what to do.
Do you still remember
when I broke up with Qin Ai?
I was probably in the same condition as you are now.
Do you remember what you told me?
You said
no matter what happens,
you'll always be by my side.
Because you are my best friend.
So I'm returning these words to you now.
Zhong Shu Ying,
don't be afraid.
No matter what you decide to do,
I will be by your side.
Because you are my best friend.
Do you know that?
We'll face it together.
Don't be afraid of anything, you got it?
Don't act on impulse. Let's think about it some more.
Then have you thought about
how when this kid grows up,
he might be a good person?
How is he so small?
- He'll be as tall as you in the future. - I don't know.
Do you know how to?
I know.
How much should I pour?
If you're tired, go to sleep first.
Qiqi,
Because of your Biba, your Mima had the courage to give birth to you.
So you have to be grateful to Biba for letting you come into this world.
No matter what happens, we'll always be by his side, right?
♫ I love because I exist ♫
♫ Oh Lonely ♫
Wow, that was such a horrible catch.
The pitcher's tired. Look at him.
Chen Chin-Feng is retiring. Who isn't tired?
What are you tired of?
Running around trying to take care of everything. Of course I'm tired.
Yeah, that's true.
You have to take care of the grown and the young.
And you have to watch after the present
and the past. Wow.
I'm not that patient like you.
Speaking for real,
I've been thinking about whether or not I should make a move.
You running around isn't considered making a move yet?
So are you warming up right now? If I were you, I'd already have made a move.
What are you making a move for?
During these past few days, I was completely provoked by you guys.
So right now you want to be the pitcher, the mastermind in control of the situation?
Just properly do your job as a catcher, give me a clear signal and catch my ball.
I don't want to. You pitch horribly. Who will be able to catch it?
Then, let's change sides.
I'm the designated hitter.
Or should we do a hit-and-run.
And get you onto second base.
When was I on first base?
Just now. You got a base on balls.
Lin Qin Ai is a free agent now.
Coming. There's also this salad. Alright.
What? Why aren't you guys eating? So much left over.
You don't like my banana and ham sandwich?
Where's the banana?
It's...a very aromatic and well-toasted ham sandwich. [T/N: banana = aromatic + well-toasted]
Alright, don't eat it. It's fine.
Now, aside from me,
no one else can cook food that tastes even better than this for you guys.
Mom, let me cut it for you.
Ay, there's no need.
- Come. - I'll just rip it off.
- It's tiny. - Sit down.
Why make it so bothersome?
Because some things are better taken care of as early as possible.
It'll be on your mind if you leave it.
See, isn't it pretty now?
There's no difference. My fingers are still chubby like usual.
Get rid of things you don't want earlier.
You'll be more refreshed and more beautiful.
Please, speak properly and directly. What are you insinuating? I don't understand.
Hey, you guys don't like our super toasted, ham sandwich?
I know another kind. Let me make it.
This is great.
[Hai An]
Qin Ai, Da Fa is here to see you.
- Li Qin Ai. -What? - Save me.
- What's wrong? Let me take a look at your clothes and check if any is suitable.
What's wrong?
These...
Tell me, what's going on?
Let me tell you. It's extremely, extremely serious.
I think...I think Xu Sheng Ren...
- has fallen in love with me? - Huh?
How is this possible?
You are so rude. It's true.
Just like...
when he dines with me, it will always be casually after work.
He would take me to the street vendors but it's different for today.
He's taking me to a high class restaurant.
Could it be that he has a voucher?
No, there are no vouchers.
It's really different now.
When I went out with him lately, he has been very considerate.
But didn't he like...
I thought so too but he has been different lately.
Go and confirm it then.
In any case, no matter what, I'm going to give Xu Sheng Ren
a totally irresistible Chen Da Fa.
Even though, I think you are already pretty.
This lipstick color is okay.
On the left.
Let me tell you, you are gorgeous today.
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Did you bring Li Qin Ai here on purpose?
Did you bring Dai Hai An here on purpose?
Excuse me, Miss. Could you help me with this survey?
Okay.
May I ask, if you have a boyfriend?
Sorry. The target audience for our products are women with boyfriends.
I'm leaving then.
Let's go.
Why are you smiling?
It's nothing. You are standing over there... never mind.
I saw that.
How is your hand injury?
I'm fine.
I should compensate him for the lock.
As for you...are you okay?
Since it's already in the past and we have moved on,
is it a good idea to still talk about the past?
There is no need to think about the past again.
I merely wanted to talk about your situation.
I think that, in the past, we didn't understand anything.
It could be the same now.
Since there is no answer now, just don't ask.
Why do I feel that you are trying to avoid me?
Avoid what?
Furthermore, I don't think we should be discussing this.
What do you mean?
If you are that concerned about her I will call her for you. Okay?
Stop pretending to be clueless. Okay?
Pretend to be clueless about what?
Do you need to pretend in front of me?
Don't you already have a child or did you had one without getting married?
Don't you find it very strange to talk to me about the past?
Or are you still single and can't be committed in a marriage?
- Did you think... - Moreover, the kid is already such a big boy.
Won't Zhong Shu Ying be angry and sad if you are meeting me now?
You think Zhong Shu Ying and I are married?
Let me tell you, I'm no longer the Li Qin Ai from the past. I will never trust you again.
Are you being cold to me because you think that I'm married?
Let's not see each other anymore. Okay?
Dear Li Qin Ai!
I'm not married. The child is not mine either.
I don't want to talk about Shu Ying but
if you are still concerned about me, you can just ask me directly.
- Sheng Ren. - Da Fa.
Da Fa.
Qin Ai, what took you so long to get here?
Don't talk. It will affect your breathing.
Chen Da Fa, why didn't you tell me that Hai An is not married and doesn't has a kid?
How would I know?
- Did Dai Hai An personally tell you this? - That's right.
But whether he's married or has a kid, we have never discussed this.
Why didn't you and Sheng Ren talk about this when the two of you had so much to talk about?
Why are you so angry? You didn't say it clearly and caused me to rush here.
I today— I totally
recognized that Xu Sheng Ren is a major jerk.
You...will you be my roommate?
Roommate?
Yes, roommate. Don't worry.
I like to clean and cook. I'll cook breakfast for you every morning.
If you think it's a hassle to find a house, I'll look for one.
Whether it's a city neighborhood or a suburban neighborhood, I'm willing to accommodate you.
Don't worry. I'll take care of everything. I'll take care of you.
What are you doing?
Here. If you don't agree, just say so.
That's not it. Xu Sheng Ren.
This is the first time in my life that someone has said such touching words to me.
I never thought that I, Chen Dafa,
could have a romantic day.
I also never—
thought about this before.
But I think we're actually suitable.
Can I have some of your steak?
So, you agreed?
Then...when did you fall in love with me?
What's with your face? When did you start liking me?
Was it when we were having breakfast?
Or that night we went to the motel?
What do you love about me?
Or do I have some charm that changed you
because since we were little, I always thought you liked—
I do.
♫ I love because I exist ♫
I always thought that you liked—
I do. I always have.
I like spending time with you.
But I don't love you.
So you like me,
but you don't love me?
Then what did you mean by asking me to be your roommate?
You don't have anyone, and neither do I.
We also enjoy each other's company.
Wouldn't it be nice to be roommates?
Also, when we get old, if something were to happen,
we could help each other.
Isn't that good?
By the way, previously when I...
regarding the loan of your womb to me...
Who says I'm going to let you borrow my womb?
You see me as someone no one wants.
So I'll just shack up with you?
Xu Sheng Ren, I never thought you'd be this kind of person.
Lend you my womb? I'm now having menopause because of you.
I always thought I understood women.
But in the end,
isn't it them who don't understand their feelings?
It's just that I merely like the same things they do.
Let me tell you. Don't try to understand them.
What they need is
to be treated well and feel protected.
Since my first love at seventeen years old till now,
You? Can you really understand?
I always thought from 17 years old till now,
you haven't changed.
I've made progress in over a decade.
Progress? You haven't changed at all.
Besides becoming more mature and charming, and gaining some extra wrinkles,
you're just you.
But after you and Li Qing Ai broke up,
how many girls have you been with?
Shu Ying doesn't count.
What do you want know? You are such an idiot.
- What? -Call Da Fa for me.
You call her yourself.
The number that you have dialed...
Her phone's off.
What are you doing?
I'm calling Li Qin Ai.
Why are you using my phone to call her?
I don't have her phone number.
So what? Don't use mine to call.
Dai Hai An, what's wrong? No confidence?
Too shy? Okay, I get it.
You're afraid that she'll think you're harrassing her.
Don't use my phone to call.
Da Hai An, you don't have any loyalty.
Please?
Today, I discovered how scary a woman can be.
Why do you say that?
My sister's friend' mood isn't good.
So she came over to drink.
I never thought my mom would drink more than her friend.
Seriously?
Aunty.
Quick. Glasses.
- They're empty. - More!
Let me tell you—
I haven't had a boyfriend in 6 years.
- Oh, mine came. - Mine mine!
And in these 6 years,
I worked independently,
- ate by myself, - Myself.
- drank - Drank by myself.
- all by myself. - Myself/
Haven't I been doing great? Cheers!
- Cheers. - You're drinking too much.
- Li Qin Ai, you haven't drank anything. Cheers. - I—
6 years. What's that?
Look. Li Bao Bei is how old now?
And he hasn't had a girlfriend for so many years.
And isn't he still alive?
You won't die without a man.
Aunty. Give me your hand.
You caught me.
Why don't we date?
Let's— Let's go to—
No, we can't.
What age am I? What dating?
You and you...
you are so cool.
You two should go and date.
Don't regret when you reach my age, you know?
I know.
You know, in reality,
if you don't have a suitable man,
it's nice and quiet to be on your own.
Let me tell you.
A woman without a man can live quite well.
A man without a woman
lives like a pig.
Great! Cheers!
[Are you asleep? What do you think about the issue between Da Fa and Sheng Ren?]
No, you drank too much.
Mom!
I'll take Da Fa up first.
Mom, hurry up. Stop messing around.
Be careful.
Hold on. Let me get you a blanket.
Wait, Li Qin Ai.
I just need a hug.
Li Qin Ai, can you
genuinely tell me?
Am I really terrible?
You're not terrible at all.
Then how come no one likes me?
That's not true. In this world, you're the most liked.
You treat me the best.
You even fought for me.
You fought regardless of the danger.
When do we fight?
We have.
Stop drinking.
He's already with someone else.
I need to talk to him.
You already broke up. What is there to say?
I want to know whether he loves me or not.
I want to know if that woman was before or after we broke up.
Chen Dafa.
Whether it's before you broke up or after, it's the same.
The main point is not that vixen.
The point is that he doesn't love you. He does not love you.
Look at you.
I'm going go find him now.
Look at the state you're in now. I'm angry.
I'm angry too.
Aren't you my best friend?
You never liked him.
How come you never like the guys I like?
Aren't you supposed to support me?
It's because I support you that I'm telling you. Stay away from him.
I always knew he was a jerk. Why don't you believe me?
Because I really like him as a person.
Li Qin Ai, you're supposed to be Chen Dafa's beloved.
Don't you know what I want?
You've never supported me.
Chen Dafa, what are you doing now?
I don't love you anymore. What are you going to do?
What are you doing?
Why are you so mean?
-What are you doing? -I don't love her.
Why did you push me?
- Ridiculous. - Stop it.
What do you mean? Look at how he's bullying you. I'm so furious.
- Stop annoying me. - We hear you. Just get lost! - It's none of your business? Why are you so fierce?
Why are you so mean to her?
What's with you?
Da Fa!
We are really alike. Sometimes, we don't see things clearly.
We are Qin Ai and Da Fa.
I want to sleep.
Come up.
No.
I want to sleep.
Hello?
-It's me. -I know.
- Da Fa... - Sheng Ren... - Go ahead first.
We have a tacit understanding, right?
Is Dafa okay?
She'll sleep fine.
Sheng Ren just left my place.
Them two--
Sheng Ren really cares about her.
Is Dafa still mad?
A little.
I think the two of them were probably like us now.
Because we would fight and then talk on the phone.
Do you ever think this world is wonderful?
Dafa and Sheng Ren are where they are now,
and I have a chance to talk to you.
I never thought that I'd ever have a chance to talk to you again.
I also thought the same thing.
Qin Ai. You misunderstood what is between Shu Ying and me.
There is nothing between us.
-From before-- -Don't explain this--
Let me explain and finish speaking. Okay?
Actually, for me,
you're very important.
To me,
you've always been here.
A while back, I had a sudden feeling
that if something terrible happened to you,
I would regret it so much.
Because there's so much that I haven't told you.
Do you think
there is still a chance for us?
At the least, we can still be friends. We don't need to go against each other again.
I'm sorry. I don't have an answer.
I know. It's okay.
You have a lot to consider.
But no matter how long,
I'll always wait for your answer.
Do you know how much you drank last night? Are you okay?
Not good. My head hurts.
Qin Ai, do you think I can't get married?
Why would you feel that you can't get married?
When did you start caring so much about marriage?
I didn't know I cared so much.
But after 30 years old,
all my friends got married and had kids.
and my parents are applying pressure on me.
Whether you marry or not, you'll be fine.
It's you who told me that the most important thing is what you want.
Then what do you want?
Actually, after the whole thing with Liyang, I know.
I think too many people see marriage as too many important.
But it's only a lifestyle choice.
No one set the rules that if you don't get married, you will be alone.
And no one can guarantee that after marriage, you will have a partner for life.
I'm a very lonely young woman.
And after getting married and having kids,
they may not look after us for life too.
That's right. Life is a just about choices. There's nothing good or bad about it.
But that's not right either.
Marriage is two people wanting to live a good life.
I'm not against it.
But about family,
can give me a new perspective.
I agree. Family is very important. So Sheng Ren
I don't think he thought it through. He didn't mean to harm you.
Don't be upset by this. Okay? Stop drinking so much.
Where are you?
I'm in your heart.
What an idiot.
I don't know why I feel that recently, you've been close by.
We're always together. Aren't we always texting?
Yes. We're always together.
Most importantly, it keeps you awake.
Bring it on. You can do it.
- Morning. - Huh?
Did you finish the script?
Script?
The one regarding massage.
I'm still planning out that script.
-So just now, you were sleeping and planning? -Yes.
Cut the crap.
Dafa. Turn it in this afternoon. Or else you are doomed.
You are doomed.
Click-through rate? Fine, I will give it to you.
Click-through rate? I will superimpose your face here.
This is great. Click-through rate, I will click it for you.
Shu Ying.
I have something to talk to you.
Tell me at the meeting.
♫ I love because I exist ♫
♫ Oh Lonely ♫
What you just prepared
should be enough now.
Okay, you hold the meeting then. What do you think? What are your opinions?
I don't have much opinions
but I would like to ask you,
do you really like this job?
What do you mean?
I don't think I have ever asked you this? Why do you want to follow me?
Do you really like the Dollars Team?
Of course, we like it. If not, why would we be here?
So did you come here because of me?
Or do you really enjoy working here?
I realized I used to be
someone who didn't care about others.
so I don't want you to be here because of me.
I want you to do what you really like doing.
Is something wrong with Dollars Team?
What are you trying to say?
I just want everyone to find their aspiration.
That's easy. Our aspiration is to do our work well.
Of course, we need Dollars Team to have more vitality.
Next year, we'll hire more people. Haven't we talked about this before?
Dai Hai An, if you want to disband the team, just say so. Don't beat around the bush.
-Does anyone want fruit? -I do.
You're not working now. I'll take care of you.
Look, there are papayas and honeydews.
So you decided to quit?
Yes. It's like you said. You can take care of me.
Of course. But you know, I can't earn money.
-Bao Bei. -What?
-Starting today, you need to take care of us. -Huh?
Are you going to let me support you for the rest of your life?
Wait a minute.
-He doesn't want to eat? -He's mad?
No way. He doesn't anger easily.
He must be joking.
Let me take a look.
I can't see this clearly.
-How do you have so much money? -What is this?
That's the money from Godfather and the producer.
-Godfather? -What godfather?
No. It's a fan. I earned it from playing games.
You can make money playing video games?
On-line gaming?
It doesn't matter. He has money. He can take care of us.
It's okay.
Seriously?
You can make this much money playing video games?
This looks real.
Then can we spend the money in here?
Why else would he show it to us? Of course. We can eat well now.
Eat well?
Aiyo. I'm getting old.
Even your little brother is capable of making so much money.
I am old.
I've already told you that you're not old at all. And you don't listen.
I got this for you.
What is it? It's for your health.
Oral products for your health.
You need to take care of your health, so you can see me getting old with you.
So many presents today.
Biba!
I brought pizza for you.
Let's go. Where's mom?
We're leaving.
Mima, I want to--
--eat this food. Is that okay?
Fine. Then you two eat. I need to take care of something.
Mima, where are you going? Stay and eat with us.
If Mima stays, I won't let you eat pizza.
I'll let you and Biba have fun.
Haven't you grown up? You're so attached to Mima?
No.
No? Then you're being a rascal?
I'm not a rascal.
Open up. How many slices?
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I think you're my best friend. So Li Qin Ai--
I can't help it. She still has the most important place in my heart.
Well, thank you that I have a share.
I know. I know she's important to you.
How about this? You can call me older brother.
And I'll call you little sister.
Older brother, the chicken wings.
Seriously?
Bye-bye.
You are back.
What is this? What's with the hair?
When did you return?
Just now.
Ew...your hair is so ugly.
I don't care.
Cut it. It looks ugly.
How was Europe?
It wasn't any fun without you.
I told you to take me. But you wouldn't.
Hey. Lately, have you been...
monitoring news about Li Qin Ai?
Yes, I brought them with me every day. Lord, please take a look.
These are my newspaper clippings.
The interview's right there.
Thank you!
What's that? It that a trend in Europe?
You mean Little Shuying?
What Little Shuying?
This.
It's a koala bear. Which eucalyptus tree should I place it on?
Who does Little Shuying rely on?
You? With you?
Hey.
Okay. It's for you.
It's so good to see you again.
How have you been doing?
Ma, it's Hai An.
Does your mom know?
I haven't thought about how to tell her.
What is this?
I bought soup for you.
Thank you. What happened?
Wei En.
Dai Hai An. What's up?
Zhong Shu Ying told me that she still has feelings for you.
She won't report you but there is something I can't let go of.
What is it?
I can't go.
You?
Da Hai An. I know that Zhong Shu Ying is your
Do you know what happened to Zhong Shu Ying?
Hey.
Chen Wei An, you deserved this.
Da Hai An. Let me tell you. This--
And then?
I just hit him a few times. Until he couldn't take it.
♫ I love because I exist ♫
Do you know what's my relationship with your mom?
Yes. Don't they always play together?
If they run into difficulties, they will face it together. They won't split up with each other.
That's right.
Your relationship with me is just like your mom and mine. Do you get it?
So, the both of you won't get married?
We won't.
Why?
Because your mom is very important to me. Do you understand?
It's okay. When you grow up, you will understand.
In this world, not every men and women would get married.
Between a man and a woman,
they have lots of other different relationship.
Okay then.
Do you want to share this slice with me?
- No. - No?
You are so petty. I'm just going to take it.
Hey!
[Hai An]
Hello.
How are you?
Is Da Fa still angry?
She should be feeling much better.
What about Sheng Ren?
Him? He's still feeling a bit depressed.
You...
- are you really feeling okay today? - I really hate you.
From the beginning, I didn't understand.
We were clearly in love.
Why did we become like this?
I couldn't understand why you abandoned me.
Without you then,
it seems like my world totally collapsed.
I thought I would never be able to walk out from it again.
But I seemed to have underestimated time.
Because I was finally not trapped by you.
I was still able to walk out from it.
Do you...still hate me?
I don't anymore.
Frankly, I'm rather grateful to you.
Because...if it weren't for you,
I wouldn't have learned what love is.
If it weren't for you,
I wouldn't have known that love could be that cruel.
Qin Ai,
I'm sorry.
Frankly, for the past few years, I have always wanted to apologize to you.
I don't know why our love turned out so bad.
And why we stopped being happy.
How we could hurt each other.
Perhaps, I was too young then.
At that time, I just wanted to run away from it.
I'm sorry.
I'm really very sorry.
Do you know,
I...have never forgotten you?
Me, too.
I would always think of you.
You always seem to be in my life.
Wondering how you're doing. But I didn't have courage.
I tried to throw you away.
Wherever I went, it was a pity that
you were not with me.
But you were just like a ghost
who keeps showing up.
It seems like I couldn't be happy again.
I thought that after a long period of time,
I would forget.
I traveled the world to feel my emptiness in my heart.
During my happiest and saddest moments,
I would think of you.
When I heard your voice,
I would go back to where it started.
Will you...give me another chance?
Let me ask you something.
Do you want to be my girlfriend?
You are ridiculous. Be more serious, okay?
I like you.
So, will you be my girlfriend?
Ridiculous.
Can you be more serious?
I signed the divorce papers.
We have our freedom now.
Are you okay?
What happened?
Xu Sheng Ren, you are really hateful.
I really hate you.
Can you let go now?
I can let go now.
You have the chance to restart now.
I should really give you my blessings.
But if you want me to stand by your side, watch and smile,
I can't do it.
♫ The understanding that's hard to let go of all this time ♫
♫ I gave it all back to myself ♫
♫ It's my fault that I can't let go, I can only pretend ♫
♫ I said I forgot every lesson I learned in love ♫
♫ I deserve to be in pain and every crease in my heart ♫
♫ How could I forget the lesson I learned while loving you? ♫
♫ It's my fault that I can't let go, I can only pretend ♫
♫ I said I forgot every lesson I learned in love ♫
♫ I deserve to be in pain and every crease in my heart ♫
♫ I always remember the lesson I learned while loving you ♫
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What are you doing?
How long does it take for you to realize that
sometimes, love doesn't start with your perspective.
You dropped this. Let me help you.
Thank you.
Be careful.