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I've become...
a bit strange, lately.
Actually...
rather than become a little strange...
Ah... Well, it's... like that.
♫ There is this person. ♫
So, what I'm saying is...
I don't like it when you're close to other women,
and when you ask me to set up a date for you
it bothers me.
That's how it is.
From now on,
I don't like
you depending on me.
From now on,
I...
♫ Expressing my love to you cannot be completed. ♫
♫ Even with all of the world, it's not enough. ♫
♫ Even if my tears run dry to the point of wearing out my heart, ♫
♫ The love I wanted and am wanting is you. ♫
My...
My veins have...
My veins have,
gotten as hot as the pipes on boilers.
♫ I am in love with you. ♫
Inside my heart,
feels as if someone's beating a drum.
♫ Even if my tears dry out to the point of wearing out my heart, ♫
♫ I am still loving you. ♫
Then what about me?
How do you suppose I feel?
I feel the same as you.
I... I...
I don't feel I know anything.
I.. I don't know what I should do for you at all.
You don't have to do a thing.
My hands are cold.
I guess the day is a cold day.
Please be careful not to catch cold.
I can be careful of cold,
but my HANDS are cold.
Ah, I will buy you a pair of gloves, tomorrow.
Uh? You hold hands with fingers interlaced!
Yes.
Did you perhaps hold many women's hands??
Maybe I'm finding out you are a "player"?
No, I'm not.
When the guardians take autistic children around, they interlace their fingers to hold hands.
It is because they (children) frequently move suddenly,
that they (guardians) want to hold on tightly to the children.
I see.
The Director also used to hold my hands tightly like this
when I was young.
Now, it's not me who's holding your hands,
but you're holding mine.
Yes.
Doctor..
Yeah?
Is it possible you won't regret this tomorrow morning?
Regret what?
I often think about what I said during the night
and regret it.
I regret it exactly at 6:30.
Hey... it's not like I said this after drinking, so what would I regret?
Then, just promise me one thing.
If you do regret it, please tie your hair and come to work.
What is that?
I don't think , I will be able to hear that you regret it through words.
Please do that so I can tell just by looking at you.
Okay, I got it.
Then, I'll be going back to the hospital.
♫ No matter how much you insist, in missing you ♫
♫ I am lika child who won't stop. ♫
♫ Everything which fills my eyes is you. ♫
♫ But you still don't know how I feel. So looking hurts again. ♫
♫ In my heart hope breathes. My wounds will heal and ♫
♫ Even while I know so-called love hurts, ♫
♫ I want to believe my heart will beat again. Our love ♫
♫ is not a moment but destiny. ♫
♫ We are becoming like each other in small ways ♫
Regret?
I am not going to, right?
6:30am..
Good morning!
Have you arrived?
What?!
It's nothing.
Go outside real quick.
Huh?
Do you know how windy it is outside!?
I almost looked like a crazy woman trying to keep my hair down.
Bad wind ~
Then I'm off to sick bay.
What did you want to see me for?
I'm going to ask you exactly 2 things.
Please ask.
Do you think you can withstand this environment?
I think your concept of environment varies greatly from mine.
No matter which department it may be, the most important environment in that department is, the doctor.
The external environment is secondary.
I'll ask you the second question.
You say "We offer the future to children.",
or say "We provide happiness."
Then, would doctors from other countries
not think that way?
Of course they would. But if there's a difference,
that side only guarantees happiness and a future only for selected children.
The guarantee of happiness and future of children we make, does not include the word "selected".
Cha Yoon Seo!
Hey, Eun Jeong.
Why did you ignore my call, last night?
I had a reason.
I heard you went on a prospective marriage partner meeting with a prosecutor?
Did my mom call you again?
Is it a new thing for her to call and ask me about your life?
Let's just cut off our friendship, huh?
Let me ask you to sever our friendship.
She totally questions me for details every 2 days.
I'm going nuts.
What is it?
I... since I'm dying...
Do you like it?
You like it, right?
I don't like it.
This punk
is even good at lying.
Just like his mother.
Honey.
It's not a lie.
Shut up, you punk!
Si Deok... I...
How nice it would have been if Si Deok was here.
He would have looked up to me like the heaven itself.
WHy are you bring up Si Deok?
Si Deok...
Oh! My fate!
My darn fate...
You, this is your last chance.
Track down the ones that don't get with the program.
Names of Medical Staff, Seongwon University Hospital
I heard from Chairman Lee.
You've helped a lot.
Since it's something I caused, I should fix it.
That's right.
From now on, you should at least pretend to be fixing things for Chairman Lee.
Chairman Lee has never had any desire that you should do something.
She's a person who's always thought about the best way for you to be comfortable.
"From now on, be understanding towards her and be close to her"
I won't say any of those.
But... just don't avoid her.
If you stay beside her, it may be uncomfortable
but if you make a deal or avoid her, that is not good.
Do you understand?
Yes.
I've requested a meeting related to tomorrow's surgery.
I will have a discussion with deputy chief Kim.
Does that mean you have come up with rationale for us to operate on In Hae?
To some extent.
What is it?
Initially, the blood vessel anastomosis will be an issue.
And the small intestine fistula will be the second.
That's right.
We've done more small intestine fistula, and are more experienced with it.
Anyway, the decision will be tomorrow.
Before that, be careful not have any slip of the tongue.
Yes!
You're eating well, right?
Yes.
Please always check Dong Jin's temperature.
Yes.
What are you writing so hard?
The happy things that have happened.
Now that I think about it, there's really a lot.
There are also many that you can't remember.
I hope this diary can be remembered as much as the hotel.
That way, even if something goes wrong
Unni will be less sad when she reads this.
In Hae, why do you always say those things?
I know it all. The small intestine transplant...
is a hard and dangerous procedure.
On that surgery, I wish the Pediatric doctors could do it.
I think I would be more at ease for whatever happens.
That girl, I don't know why she chooses such painful words.
The memory from the last time when she collapsed must have been traumatizing.
She was never alone like that before.
I'm sorry.
As In Hae said, if we do the surgery, she will be less afraid.
You must be really scared since the surgery is approaching.
Yes, a little bit.
More than being hurt...
I think it would be really cold
How I feel.
Doctor's hands... our hands are warmer than you think.
Please believe in that.
There's more resistance than we anticipated, within the hospital.
Well, all we have to do is get rid of the defiant ones.
If we lay them all off, then
we would have to bring talent of similar caliber.
However, their qualifications won't be as high as the current staff.
There can't be a huge difference between doctors.
It's not like that.
Even though there may not seem to any difference in skills but,
There are good points that we can't see.
So what is it that you're trying to say?
About the acquisition of Seongwan University Hospital,
how do you feel about switching back to becoming the public investor?
What?
Instead of trying to force a tire which won't fit,
inflating the suitable tire could be better.
Hey! Kang Hyeon Tae!
You want to go comfortably, is that it?
That's not it.
Listen well to what I will say.
The children are our hope.
A different kind of hope.
Look at this.
What is that?
Anniversary record.
Honestly, I'm a bit embarrased to do this
But you really wanted to do this, remember?
Let's see, It's been 1 day since we dated.
Won't you download this?
I don't need it.
How many days it has been since I first saw you was...
That's enough! I'm still going to do this.
Anyway, it's officially our first day, don't you have anywhere you would want to go?
Ah!
- Zoo - Except the zoo and PC room
There.
There's always animal spirits surrounding you, Oppa.
So they always guard and protect you from being sullied.
No matter how much they try to taint you.
Woah! It's sounds similar.
Then, what about me?
You have two.
Spirit of the spirits (alcohol), and
Wow!
Wow, a tweezers! (precise)
What about the other one?
There's the spirit of fire.
Ah, is it because I have a nasty personality?
No.
Fire's essence is not to burn but to keep warm.
People, this land, and even air.
Right?
Then how about the two of us?
It's really good. There's not even one hardship.
But, there's only one bridge of sous?
A bridge of souls?
Yes. A bridge of souls that connects you two.
To explain it simply, for the couples who broke up and got back together have many bridges of souls.
But you only have one.
If that is gone, then you would never meet again.
She just talked about strange things.
You can't believe in those things.
It was you who took us there saying she's a good clairvoyant.
I guess her clairvoyance dropped recently.
What is that?
This is real.
Now this cube, if you can match this within 2 minutes
We will give you one of the giveaways here.
Uh, I want this. I need an egg boiler.
Can I do it in 10 seconds?
What's that?
You should give yourself a bit more time. 10 second is going to be tough, I think.
No, it's not. And if I do this with my eyes open, it's not fun.
What did you say?
Please count 10 seconds.
Okay. Here we go.
Ready... Go!
1,
2,
3,
4,
5, 6, 7, 8, 9,
10!
Wow, we hit the jackpot! Jackpot!
I want this one... this one.
We would take this one.
It's done.
Thank you.
This is something I REALLY needed.
Whenever you need something, please tell me.
I guess we used the children's life saving skill in this way.
Sometimes, I use it in other things.
I used the skill in a maze contest at a park
a little while ago.
- I received a box of Bibimmyeon (instant noodles with mixes) then.
Ohhh! Good for you. Nice job.
Oh, please. That's nothing.
There you go talking big, again.
By the way,
do you want to date comfortably?
Announce it in front of others too.
Why?
Are you worried that I would be teased?
There's no one who would tease me.
Don't worry.
Still, it's a little... funny.
I'm saying it's okay.
Then, how about we wait and tell
it a bit later?
Later, when?
You're going to do well, right?
You must let us operate on our In Hye, please.
Please squash Deputy Chief Kim so he can't say anything!
I'm not setting out to conduct a fist fight.
Rather, I'm going off to argue a medical case.
Yes, we understand.
Don't worry about it and go on about your business, everyone.
Yes, sir.
Let me ask just one thing.
What approach are you planning on taking re enteroanastamosis?
That is of course by connecting the small and large intestines via end-to-end-anastomosis...
If you connect the small and large intestines, you can't make an intestinal fistula.
What plans do you have for post op observation re the small intestine?
One more.
There's something more important than enteroanastomosis.
That is the blood vessel anastomosis (connecting vessels).
Luckily, in case of Ms. In Hae, there are
uninfected aorta and caval vein, I understand.
During the small bowel transplant (from In Yeong),
if you connect fixed vessels like aorta and cava vein,
the connection are can turn so the probability of failure is high.
I were to add to professor Kim's opinion,
taking the area with mobility, such as
microvessels, and conducting enterostomosis with them will increase the probability of success.
Has there been yet another way to ridicule us?
If it's the repayment you're pressing for, that's not necessary.
I'm fully aware of the expiration date.
Why,
were you uninterested in the ways to keep the hospital?
- What did you say? - Your complacency has
brought the misfortune forth, yourself.
Look here. What are you talking about?
It's not simply having the foundation and the hospital taken away,
but have you and Director's worth taken away.
Get out.
Just who are you lecturing here?
From now on, listen carefully to what I'm about to say.
It's close to the time he returned.
Professor, you've done the best you could.
You've worked hard.
It was okay.
In Hye's surgery,
we are going to do.
I knew it! That's the Professor!!
Why did you put on an act???
You see? For me, the traditional theatre acting suits me so much better than Captain Hook.
You're no longer a hole (weak link).
You are filled with spirit of acting!
It was pretty good, right?
If you call me Bal Yeon Gi, (smoke generator or a person "acting as well as a foot")
then you're all going to be dead meat!
How is everyone's schedule today?
I was thinking about suggesting a dining out.
I guess it'd be di-ffi-cult?
I'm good for it, sir.
You're all good, right?
Yes, sir.
Yes... Yes, why not.
I am craving for reye, marbled beef that's spread in square.
Then, you buy and eat it, punk!
How have you been?
That time...
that doctor, isn't it?
That's right.
How's your condition?
How do you think it is?
As you can tell,
I'm half a corpse.
By the way,
what brings you here?
I came because of Si On.
What about that jerk?
Father,
please treat Si On as an adult,
and not an eight year old child.
Si On is
now a full-fledged doctor of this hospital.
You have to treat Si On as an adult,
in order for Si On to behave as a more mature son to you.
Don't spew that garbage.
Get out, immediately!
I beg you, Father.
So what if you're a doctor,
why the heck would you get involved in other people's father-son relationship?
Even if Si On's older brother was alive,
he would have said the same thing to you.
You know,
would you like to date comfortably?
Announce it in front of people.
Why?
Are you afraid I'd be teased?
Here. Cheers to our pediatric surgical department!
Cheers!
Order anything you'd like to eat!
Except for Park Si On.
I know you've been hard at work, but I wasn't able to get us together like this until now.
It's okay.
We've taken care of ourselves in the meanwhile.
I apologize for
not having played the role of Chief well.
Not at all, Chief.
We are sorry we didn't take care of you well.
Man... I'm okay and... all.
By the way, Chief,
if I look carefully you look similar to actor Yi Byeong Won.
Boy, that punk brings out the unmentionable...
"Tell me, were you really trying to kill me?" (mimicking)
Do I look close?
But, you look semi-Yi Beyon Gun.
What did you say, punk?
Hey, Park Si On.
What kind of rude speech is that to our Chief?
I'm sorry.
Seriously, that kid...
Give me your attention for a while.
I...
I am dating a guy.
Huh?
Oooohh! First of all, applause!
Wow, then Doc Cha, you're finally getting rid of your "solo since birth" label?
Congratulations, Doctor. What kind of person is he?
Park Si On.
Don't fool around.
Who is it?
It's really is Park Si On.
Seriously?!
Then you shouldn't have brought it up.
It really is Park Si On.
Really?
Woah! First, applause.
Are you mad because I told them without asking you first?
Or is it because you're worried?
It's something we needed to overcome anyways.
We can't continue to be like this without anyone knowing.
And there's no need to hide.
What you are saying,
I understand quite well.
But it feel good that we've spilled it out, right?
So refreshing.
Yes. I feel very refreshed.
Now, you need to go to the hospital, right?
Yes.
You should go.
Yes.
♪ When that road only feels far ♪
♪ I pray your time ♪
♪ I pray your face ♪
♪ That what is, no matter what it is ♪
♪ The things I can do instead ♪
Why do you look so glum?
It's nothing.
Hey! Park Si On!
How did you... Cha sunbaenim's heart... You're really great!
Si On.
Yes?
Since you've got that license, you should never lose it.
I will not lose it.
Never.
Good! With that mindset!
I really like it!
It's really pretty. Dr. Cha and Dr. Park.
But you have a worried face.
I can't help but to worry.
Who are you so worried for?
Both of them.
You should give them your blessings at least.
You are the greatest supporter for each of them.
Oh yeah,
I forgot I had something important to tell.
What?
The Assistant Director...
It's something that should be congratulated for, but it's a bit...
Honestly, even if we're like family and could readily accept it
But the mouths inside the hospital are really no joke.
Hey, what's the point of worrying about those things? It's enough that those two like each other.
Of course it's like that.
But I don't think it'll be easy for them.
Hey, are those two fools?
Do you think they didn't think about handling that before deciding to date?
This is really a big hit! Big hit!
I knew it ever since they were always together.
I... really don't understand.
Even though he's cute, but can you feel love?
I know, right?
Again, again! Talking about others!
I told you to stop gossiping at the nurses' station.
Who?
Park Si On and Cha Yoon Seo?
Yeah.
The rumors are spread all over.
Aigoo... Cha Yoon Seo.
After being pretending to be all the almighty...
She's dating just a guy like that?
Well, maybe she's someone who likes someone unique.
You don't have any strength in your body.
Why are you so down?
I'm sorry. In front of the patients, I will never appear...
Not the patients.
A person who's lacking energy like this, how is he supposed to love and care for another person?
You need to get three times stronger instead of crying like a baby.
Get it?
Okay.
Why aren't you saying anything?
What?
About Park Si On and me.
What should I say about a relationship between a man and a woman?
But still.
You're wiser than any other person I've met.
You have thought about it well and pondered upon it.
Thank you.
We should hurry to the performance.
Yes.
I ask that you perform brilliantly.
Everyone, what day is it today?
Peter Pan performance!
From hereon out, this is not the Pediatric ward
but Neverland. Should we altogether call Peter Pan?
1... 2... 3...
Peter Pan!
Once again!
Peter Pan!!!
Hello, I am Peter Pan who lives in Neverland.
I'm Wendy.
I am Shawn!
I am Michael!
It's really really nice to meet all of you!
Peter Pan,
today I will get rid of you.
Do whatever you want.
Peter Pan, punish that bad Captain Hook!
Alright, don't worry!
Tinkerbell, sprinkle your magic dust!
Why are you walking instead of flying?
Oh! I ate some pig's feet for lunch
and can't fly since I've gotten heavier.
You're not Tinkerbell but...
You're fatbell... (a play on words)
What are you saying?
You... do you want to be punished by me?
Be prepared fatbell!
Come up here! Come up!
Excuse me!
Who is that?
Excuse me.
Who are you so ugly looking?
I'm Little Mermaid.
What species of sea creature are you?
I'm all blonde. (Word play on da-geum-bal which means all blonde but sounds like da-geum-ba-ri, a type of fish.)
Why did you come here?
For the medicine that can change me into a human,
I came for the witch who can make it.
Ah! It's not.
You have to quickly, quickly take the town shuttle to the 72,000th stop.
Ahw...
I'm sorry.
We're already home, Wendy.
I don't want to. Together with you...
I want to go back to Neverland.
I told you, you can't.
- You should go together!! - Go together
Don't break up!
You're still growing tall.
You can't be with me.
I... beside you...
I want to live as a child forever.
No. You have to live happily.
Together with the people here.
Peter Pan...
I...
have to go.
Be well, Wendy.
Peter Pan...
One, two, three...
There's a call from the ER.
A five-year-old female child fell from a slide,
What are you doing?
Vitals?
It's unstable and the wound is deep.
I'm suspicious that there's damage to into the rectum.
Park Si On, get the sonogram ready.
Yes!
Stethoscope.
What are you watching so intently?
I may lack blessings on people who are willing to help me,
but I think I'm blessed with having good students.
I brought the sonogram.
It's all because you fought for it.
No, it's not.
Look at that.
Before saving the patient,
they know how to sincerely care for the patients.
I treated them only out of duty, you see.
Well, the Pediatric doctors are a bit...
unique, I must say.
More than you.
If it were you, won't you be scared?
Of course.
I have nothing to say.
You really settled everything neatly?
Of course!
I don't even remember the last time I used my fists.
But then, how did you settle it?
It's kind of hard to get out of that life style.
Ah, that...
I had a niece/nephew...
After hyungnim went to the other world in an accident
I raised her/him.
But then the baby was really sick.
They said it was an malignant lymph tumor.
To me, she/he was more precious than my own child.
But because I was going around using my fists
I couldn't take care of him/her.
I just paid for the hospital fees.
Then... he/she left.
But then, the letter that was left for me
it said
"Thank you for being with me."
"I love you"
When I haven't even done anything.
I didn't even treat her.
Right then I folded it.
And found this path.
To the kids just like my niece/nephew
I should stay beside them and take care of them.
I thought that way I would be able to forgive myself.
Why am I like this...
I am so tired today.
The performance and the surgery.
You should rest.
I need to remove my make up before I sleep.
Just sleep.
No. My face will be a mess tomorrow morning if I sleep like this.
But still, you're pretty.
Let's see if you can say that tomorrow.
But I really can't get up. I'm so tired.
I'm just going to sleep.
Then, sleep well.
I will go to the hospital...
Go after I fall asleep.
Yoon Seo!
Oh?
Talk with me for a while.
Rumors have spread wide in the hospital.
What are you going to do?
Do what?
Yoon Seo, you're not impulsive.
Yeah, I'm not.
I carefully and thoroughly considered it.
Yoon Seo, I know you have a lot of care and warmth...
I'm telling you it's not because of sympathy or anything like that.
I'm being sincere.
What are you going to do if your mother finds out?
Will you be able to convice your mother?
So that she'll understand well enough?
In the process of convincing her, for sure be it you or Dr. Park, you would get hurt.
To the point where you can't turn it back.
Whether you cleanly say you'll end it with just dating
or end it now.
I don't know if you maybe disappointed
But what I said is probably right.
Really.
Fortunately, it wasn't ripped that much.
You can't have a scar on your pretty hands.
To you, I am pretty overall, everything?
This is big trouble. Trouble.
Love has made you blind, five times fold.
There's nothing.
Doctor.
Are you really okay?
Of course.
I'm not just okay,
I'm really happy.
If perhaps
you feel hurt even a little because of me...
Even it happens, it's okay.
As long as we're okay, it's fine.
Finally, tomorrow is In Hae's small bowel transplant surgery.
Although we have checked thoroughly until now,
the liver, kidneys, blood vessels, no matter where,
there could be immunological rejection.
In case, even if an unexpected situation arises, don't get flustered.
You must deal with it well.
Understand, right?
--Yes! --Yes!
Should we administer the immunosuppressants during the evening?
Yeah, have it administered quickly.
Yes.
Now,
I have to go to other infirmary room.
Don't be scared.
It will go well.
Unni.
You're crying again.
You're crying, too.
In Hae.
This surgery...
I'm not being dismantled.
It's dividing happiness into two.
You know if it's divided into two,
it gets bigger, right?
Yeah.
So, don't ever
feel sorry towards me.
Okay.
I won't.
I love you.
My one and only younger sister.
I love you, too.
My one an only older sister.
Miss In Yeong.
Yes.
I'm just
going to be a fool.
I don't want to be stupid fool, but
I can be this kind of a fool.
The discomfort you feel because of me,
please bear it.
So that it'll be worthwhile to bear it,
I'll make it plenty that way.
In Hae.
If you wait a little longer, you'll be able to eat a lot of delicious food.
I'll make you delicious spaghetti.
Oh, that's not edible. The taste is...
You two really look great together.
You're making me embarrassed...
Thank you In Hae. It's all thanks to you.
You two need to be very happy going forward.
You see like a cord.
Don't worry about anything, okay?
Yes.
Doctor.
It's warm.
Not as a doctor's hands.
But as Jin Wook's, your, hands.
Okay, let's begin.
Scalpel.
Cut open In Hae's abdomen first and wait.
When time comes, so that the operation can begin,
contact the donor's room.
Yes.
You have to stay by my side.
For sure.
I understand In Hae.
In Hae, sleep for a few hours.
Sleep and have a good dream.
I'll start the anesthesia.
The blood flow to the intestines look good.
Then, let's begin the resection. Mosquito.
Cut.
- Cut. - Cut.
The preparation for the resection is finished.
Go look into the situation on the recipient's side.
Yes.
Clamped.
Vascular forcep.
Suction.
Vascular forcep.
One more.
In Hae.
It's almost finished.
Wait just a little longer.
Just a little longer.
It's done.
Wrap up quickly and move her to the aseptic room.
You've worked very hard!
You've worked hard!
Since it's past the time for the anesthesia to wear off, why isn't she waking up?
Let's wait a little longer.
Yes?
What's the matter?
She's not breathing on her own and her blood pressure is low too.
In Hae.
D.I.C. [Disseminated intravascular coagulation]
D.I.C.? [Formation of small blood clots leads to abnormal bleeding and disruption of blood flow to organs]
Then, a hemoperitoneum is... [Blood in the inner lining of the abdominal wall and the internal abdominal organs]
Then we can't stop the bleeding.
If we can't stop the bleeding,
she may not wake up.