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This drama bases psychiatry as its backdrop. All patient profiles and treatment methods are dramatized.
Are you okay?
I'm okay.
What happened?
You were crying.
I told you before.
I'm more passive than I seem.
Why do you have so many wounds on your body?
I don't know.
Don't get hurt.
Okay.
Do you...
...love me?
Yeah.
I don't believe you.
And I'm not there yet.
It's okay.
It will happen eventually.
Why did you cry?
I thought of something.
What?
Later.
When I really love you,
I'll tell you then...
what I thought of today.
And...
I'll tell you then...
what a selfish and bad person I am.
If you still say...
you love me...
I'll believe you then...
...that you love me.
But not today.
But I still...
...love you.
At any rate,
I'm not there yet.
Like so many men in the world,
just because we slept together, don't...
I won't...
...think I own you.
I like you.
And I'm sleepy.
Sleep.
Just a little.
I'll sleep just a little.
Hyung.
If you die,
Mom will be really sad.
Right?
What's wrong?
My stomach...
...is bleeding.
Did you have a nightmare?
Did you?
Did you have a nightmare?
Kang Woo...
was in an accident.
Hyung...
...stabbed me.
I'm sorry.
Sorry, I forgot you can't sleep anywhere but the bathroom.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
It's okay, it's okay.
Breathe, breathe.
Take short breaths in.
Exhale...
...very slowly.
You know, right?
I'm okay.
This always happens.
Let's go inside.
No, no.
Let's wait until you feel more comfortable, okay?
That's what I want, too.
But people are coming.
No, they're not. They're not.
They're coming.
Two of them.
What do we do?
This way.
No, that way.
Where, where?
What are you doing?
I'm making your bed as you can see.
I won't look attractive...
...if you see me sleeping in the bathtub.
Whatever...
If you're going to dump me because you see me sleeping like that,
I guess we have to break up.
Close your eyes.
Get some more sleep...
...in the bedroom.
Our flight is this afternoon.
I slept a lot.
It's my turn to put you to sleep.
Sleep.
I'm sleepy.
I don't think I can break up with you.
I'm so comfortable with you.
I suddenly don't want to do this anymore.
Wake up.
I said look.
Look at my shoes!
Doctor.
When is Hae Soo coming back?
She'll be back. It's not like she's going to live there.
The things you say...
Do you think Jang Jae Yul is trustworthy?
Should Hae Soo seriously date him?
Jeez.
What if they break up after vacationing like that?
What if Hae Soo gets hurt and loses out?
There is no such thing as losing out and getting hurt in love.
Yes, there is.
Love is either a blessing or a sweet memory.
Someone with self-esteem like Ji Hae Soo...
Don't you know your own sister?
That's true.
I guess Young Jin really doesn't want to see me.
- What? - Hey!
Um...
What happened with your unni?
You were right.
Unni was flirting with the store manager.
I think she cornered her husband as paranoid when he suspected her.
It was countertransference like you said.
Countertransference - a therapist's emotional involvement with a patient's experience.
What will they do?
I convinced them to do couples therapy at our hospital.
I have to get to the source of my brother-in-law's paranoia and my unni's cheating tendency.
We should meet up.
You're not going to end our twenty-year friendship like this, right?
I'll call you once things are settled.
What's wrong with you?
The clothes you bought me are new, but my shoes are rags.
Look with your own eyes.
Do they go with the clothes you bought me?
Take the clothes away from me or buy me new shoes.
Make a choice, Park Soo Kwang!
You're really wicked.
I won't buy them.
Buy them!
Just buy her everything. Buy So Nyeo everything.
You have to empty your pockets for your regret to be emptied out, too!
Buy her.
Just buy her everything.
Buy her everything.
Come on.
I'll be out after I change clothes. I'm going on my break!
Writing?
I'm not sure.
I think I'll be done at the end of the year.
Why?
I think you should get treatment for your OCD.
Are you going to cure me?
I want to, but I can't.
We're dating, so I can't treat you objectively.
Does that mean you're so into me you've lost your objectivity and rationality?
You arrogant playboy.
Why don't you deny it when I call you an arrogant playboy?
I give you the freedom to think that even if I'm not.
So, you're saying you're not an arrogant playboy?
You steal glances at women's chests.
I saw you before.
You were stealing glances at the makeup artist's chest at the talk show.
Your eyes turn toward pretty women here, too.
Know that I'm just letting it slide because I have an open mind.
The makeup artist's chest at the talk show...
I did look.
She knew a man was looking in the mirror
but what was she thinking showing me her chest?
I pondered that.
Then...
I thought that it could happen.
She must be confident.
Even though I didn't think she was all that great.
Pretty women here...
Yeah, I looked at them from time to time.
And I thought to myself...
my Hae Soo is prettier.
You compared me with other women?
What's wrong with comparing?
It's better than insulting you later saying I was tricked.
I want you to compare me with countless men in this world.
You'll be surprised the more you compare...
at my attractiveness as a person.
Do you...
...really love me?
Yeah.
Don't you think it's too soon?
We've only known each other for two months.
Saying you love me already...
Is it funny?
Well...
It's too soon and casual.
If I don't want to hear...
that I'm casual...
when is the right time to say I love you?
Our kiss felt good, we held each other and slept together.
But if I can't say I love you,
when should I say it?
Exactly when?
Anyway, it's too soon right now.
Fine.
Then I don't love you right now.
I feel dirty.
Why?
Because you said you don't love me.
I want to sleep with you in bed.
Let's treat your OCD, okay?
Later.
Oh, yeah, Kang Woo is...
coming to the airport to see you.
Okay.
I'm going to come back here again.
When?
Next year.
I'll come here alone on sabbatical.
And use this place as the starting point for my world travels.
You...
won't use us dating as an excuse...
to tell me I can or can't go, right?
Go.
Experience different things in different places.
A female doctor who warmly treats different patients with a variety of disorders.
It's cool.
Should I go with you?
- World travels? - No.
No, I don't want to. You spend too much money.
Why do you do that every chance you get?
Don't touch me.
Let go.
What are you doing?
What are you thinking?
What do I do?
How do I choose?
This one.
- Size seven, please. - Alright.
Let's date.
Two-timing on the guy with the motorcycle?
Why not?
I want to pay for these.
Alright.
I'm sorry. Are you okay?
I'm sorry.
What's this?
Like a bum...
...all the time.
How annoying.
That ahjussi...
is he your father?
What if I say yes?
Then you can't act like that.
What's it to you?
You little!
I was sincere this past year.
I couldn't go for a student, so...
I went after different women so I could forget you.
But I sincerely like you.
But it's over as of today.
This is my last remaining regret.
Take it.
Go then!
Do you think I'll be hurt if you go?
Even my mom threw me away.
What's the difference if someone like you throws me away!
Can you move your arm well?
Did you write while I was sleeping on the plane?
Just two sentences.
But I don't like them very much.
There's no substance.
It's like playing with words.
If there are good days, there will also be bad ones. Think that.
Why are you so down because you can't write for a few days?
Authors are known to be sensitive.
You're tiresome, too.
Hurry up. You said Kang Woo's waiting.
Huh?
What?
You want me to go home alone?
I think I should go to his house.
Is it because of your dream?
You said he called you this morning and sounded happy.
The buses are over there.
And the taxis are over here.
Jang Jae Yul!
Hey, wait.
Jang Jae Yul!
Sorry.
What's wrong with him?
Why is he acting so recklessly?
He scared me to death.
He runs hot and cold.
He's good to me, then not.
I think we have a rocky road ahead of us.
What are you doing?
You made me wait for an hour.
What, you jerk?
When did we agree to meet here?
We were supposed to meet at Gate seven.
Ji Hae Soo left because of you.
She left you alone?
Why?
You sent her, didn't you?
To go to my house.
Because you were worried about me.
Happy now?
Of course I am.
I only have you in this whole world.
Here, this is my manuscript.
Rain Shower of Youth
What's with the sentimental title?
The contents aren't sentimental.
I'll drop you off at the bus station.
Oh...
you have a girlfriend now, is that it?
Yeah.
Oh, yeah.
How's your mom doing?
Did you make the leap with your girlfriend?
You sneaky little brat.
So, you did.
- You did, right? - If my girlfriend is mad today,
know it's all your fault.
But...
did you sleep with her?
- You did! - Get in the car.
- Tell me! - Just get in.
What are you doing? It's so noisy!
Just leave him alone. Soo Kwang really broke up with So Nyeo.
Why are you back so soon?
I missed you.
Don't lie.
What about Kang Woo?
I met him. He was somewhere else.
What's with Soo Kwang?
He ended it with So Nyeo.
Get involved.
You're cool.
My poor Soo Kwang.
I guess you're really hurt.
I beg you...
you're the only one who can do it.
I can't. I don't want to.
Just do it if he asks.
What's so hard about a psychiatrist giving sex education?
Soo Kwang is putting his love aside and thinking of her.
He's worried she'll get into trouble running around with playboys.
Her life will be over then.
When has Soo Kwang ever spoken like a real adult?
You know men's psychology really well.
You know how they lose reason when they see a woman.
Why are you looking at me?
It happened unconsciously.
Just do it.
You do it, sunbae.
So Nyeo and I don't have rapport.
Rapport - good communication between a doctor and patient.
She sees me as a neighborhood ahjussi, not a doctor.
Does it make sense for the ahjussi next door to give sex education?
Then you should do it. You're a knowledgeable author.
Me?
How can he explain about the dangers of uterine cancer?
When I gave So Nyeo money and told her it was over,
she said...
even my mom threw me away.
Who cares if someone like me left her.
She said it without crying, but my heart sank.
I wouldn't ask you if she had a mom, noona.
I don't want So Nyeo to be hurt as a woman.
Help her, noona.
Tell her to look up "sex education and counseling" on the Internet. She'll find tons of information.
Why are you so selfish?
Do they have to come to the hospital to be your patients?
Yeah, the patients...
at the hospital are overwhelming enough.
What did we say when we first moved in together?
We would create a world where we could rely on and trust one another.
The reason for mental illness is because of lack of understanding.
So, you said let's live with understanding!
Why are you always so cold and rude?
It's not like simple sex education you find on the Internet.
Like Dong Min hyungnim did for you,
you want Hae Soo to get involved in So Nyeo's life.
I would be burdened by such...
...a request myself.
Don't take my side.
Hey, just end it by calling me rude.
You know I'm rude.
Hey!
Hae Soo isn't rude.
She's afraid...
...to open up.
Wow.
You learned a lot about Hae Soo overnight.
I guess you made some progress.
Soo Kwang.
Don't worry.
Hae Soo will do it.
If you...
poke Hae Soo she'll come around. Like she did with him.
Why?
Hae Soo uses coldness as a defense mechanism
but actually she's a really hot person.
Am I right?
A little.
You thief.
Don't worry, Soo Kwang.
Hae Soo will do it.
Okay?
Okay.
Are you really upset?
Did you really sleep with her?
No matter how I think about it,
community life doesn't suit me.
Mom.
Do you think Jae Bum hyungnim will meet us today?
Who knows.
He might, but what can we do if he won't?
Mom, you're always...
...so positive.
Jae Yul is, too.
I envy that.
Hold on.
Who is it?
Yangsuri Police Station?
Right, you called before.
I forgot because I was busy.
I'll go get it...
Can you have it messengered instead?
You can't?
Alright, I'll go.
Bye.
What's that about the Yangsuri Police Station?
I don't know.
Maybe Jae Yul went to his old neighborhood.
He lost his wallet there.
Why did he go there?
Does he think the police are a messenger service?
Hey, look.
Come here.
What is it?
Come here.
What is this?
Is this person insane?
Who knows?
She...
He...
Rain Shower of Youth by Han Kang Woo
Rain shower of youth...
Ji Hae Soo
Yes.
What are you doing?
I was writing.
I didn't get to see you because I left in such a hurry this morning.
Why didn't you call me? Are we really dating?
We're dating.
But I don't like talking on the phone during work.
- Hello? - I thought you were the same.
Am I wrong?
Isn't anyone home?
I can forgive anything else, but I can't forgive people who call when I'm working
unless it's life or death.
Don't forgive people like that.
I was working.
Let's hang up.
I hate talking on the phone during work, too, Ji Hae Soo.
He's totally my style.
Hello everyone!
What's the topic today?
It's rude to tell me I don't need to know.
A stranger is in my house.
Is it wrong to ask why you're here?
I came to meet Dong Min hyung, but he's with a patient.
If I tell you I'm waiting...
is that a valid reason?
You can wait in the cafe.
Jeez, if I had it my way, I would just...
Heartless hyung (Jang Jae Yul's assault incident) being sentenced today.
Jae Bum declined visitation and asked me to give you this.
Thank you.
Can you give him this book?
Life After One Minute
What about me?
He won't see me either?
He's refusing all visits.
He'll only see Doctor Jo Dong Min.
I'll give it to him.
I could have lived in a beautiful world.
Why must I travel these unmapped roads?
How long will I have to live so unhappily?
I only had one thought in my head.
What do I have to do...
...to live a normal life?
Jae Yul...
stabbed this guy with a knife, Mom.
Why didn't you believe me?
Jae Yul killed that guy.
Wait and see...
what the son you threw away...
does to the son...
...you love.
I have to write.
I'm going to hang up after I let you hear this song.
Don't be disappointed.
Beloved Ok Ja
The couple is in their early fifties.
Last Thursday, they were admitted with fractures and abrasions.
They were brought to the ER by paramedics. But...
their son came to see me Friday morning.
He gave me the home CCTV footage you're about to see.
The son and daughter live outside the home in a dorm.
For three months the parents have been tormented by a cockroach infestation.
The pest control couldn't find any.
In order to find out where the cockroaches were coming from,
they filmed this video.
What is the diagnosis of this illness?
It's SPD.
Two people seeing hallucinations and having delusions.
Shared Psychotic Disorder - delusional symptoms transmitted from one individual to another.
It's a shared disorder.
What are the steps for the treatment?
Separate the two individuals.
If the delusions are still present,
start treatment with medication.
Once separated, for an obedient person
there are many cases where hallucinations and delusions disappear after a short time.
This case will be a good one to sharpen your mental analysis skills.
Psychiatrists aren't patients' teachers.
We're like road signs directing them to find a healthy life for themselves.
Focus on each patient's words and even each breath they take. That's all.
Thank you.
It's likely that the husband has schizophrenia, right?
Schizophrenia - disorder characterized by abnormal social behavior and failure to recognize what is real.
Good luck on your consultation.
Sorry, sunbae.
My rude behavior...
when you talked about Dong Min sunbae last time.
I know Dong Min sunbae's wife, too.
- So, I got angry for a moment. - Hey.
You don't have to worry about...
I know you're not immature.
I know that very well.
On my days off,
I wonder why I'm so frivolous.
Where did I go wrong?
I examined my own mental state...
and figured it out.
My feelings toward Jo Dong Min weren't love.
I felt apologetic.
Jo Dong Min wanted to have a baby quickly.
I agreed but took birth control.
Since it interfered with advancing my career.
Then I got caught.
I completely denied it.
There's no way the sharp Jo Dong Min wouldn't have caught that.
But he didn't say anything afterward.
I think...
I should apologize to him for that.
The person who ruined our marriage...
...was 100% me.
I acknowledged it yesterday.
I'm going to stay...
good friends with Jo Dong Min.
You really are amazing.
Just as you opened up to me,
I'll open up to you.
I...
...slept with Jang Jae Yul.
Let go, let go.
Let go of me.
How dare you brag.
What about your anxiety?
I was sweating buckets.
You can just wipe that away.
What about thoughts of your mom when you kiss?
Well...
I must be crazy.
We all go insane momentarily.
It's okay.
I thought of her.
The memory of her...
smiling and kissing President Kim.
Mom's face used to look so dirty and hateful before.
I hated her face.
But that night...
...she looked beautiful.
With a paralyzed husband with a mental capacity of a 3 year old,
and a penniless family...
with a selfish daughter...
who wanted to go to medical school.
To my mom,
President Kim...
was her only consolation.
My mom must have been so lonely.
The belief that suffocated you...
that a mother should act motherly was broken, right?
Wow, you're going to become an outstanding doctor at this rate.
Someone said...
the most violent words in the world are...
labeling people as manly, womanly, motherly, doctor-like, student-like, things like that.
Everyone...
...lives life for the first time.
So, we're clumsy...
and should be pitied.
And allowed to make mistakes.
Honestly...
I have a real confession.
But I'm going to confess to Jang Jae Yul.
Is Jang Jae Yul...
...your destiny?
Probably.
You might get married at this rate.
Marriage? Living alone suits me.
Soo Kwang
New message
Even if you look and speak rudely,
I know you have a good heart.
This is So Nyeo's phone number.
I beg you.
Hello.
This is Ji Hae Soo who lives with Dr. Jo.
You remember, right?
Let's meet today.
Why do you want to see me, unni?
It's Mom.
Hi, Mom! How are you?
Yoo's Restaurant
There are a lot of people here.
It must be nice, unni...
to be part of this family.
You earn money as a doctor and your mother earns money here.
Where do you spend it all?
Paying off debt.
We have tons of debt in our family.
My student loans and the loan for this restaurant.
Only 1% of the world is truly wealthy.
My mom and brother-in-law work nearly 20 hours a day here.
I used to work 80 hours a week, but it's better now.
It's always hard work.
As you can see, my dad's sick.
But he watches over us from there.
It's his work.
Why did you want to see me?
Soo Kwang...
Oppa.
Let's correct that.
What did...
Soo Kwang oppa want you to tell me?
I heard you have a boyfriend.
Have you received sex education at school?
I learned on the Internet.
I have a lot of interest in that.
How to use a condom, birth control...
the dangers of cervical cancer...
even the dangers of abortion.
Thank you for the food.
I'm leaving now.
Honey.
Mother!
Not that! Hae Soo...
Why did you bring that here? Don't...
Dad, I look good in that picture, right?
Are you hot?
But...
I don't like you talking to Jang Jae Yul behind my back.
Don't do it again.
Dad, I love you so much.
What's with her?
I don't know.
I'm leaving, Dad.
Honey!
Jang Jae Yul, I'm home!
Jang Jae Yul!
Long time no see.
Why are you here?
I came to talk about work with hyungnim.
And to see you, too.
I don't like you visiting this house.
I know you're uncomfortable with me.
But I don't care.
Come in.
Honey.
Jang Jae Yul!
How do you...
feel about my ex visiting this house?
Dong Min hyungnim asked him to come for work.
And...
I'm writing right now.
So...
do you...
...want me to go?
If you want to cover Jang Jae Bum's case...
...forget the project.
You're covering juvenile delinquents...
receiving psychological treatment to make a difference in society.
Why do you need an adult inmate case?
Do you only care about ratings?
Is it that amusing that inmate's hair turned gray?
That's the Director's thoughts.
I want to focus on severe punishment of juvenile delinquents, not efforts to rehabilitate them.
Really?
Then I'll give you another case. How about it?
Are you...
obsessing because Jang Jae Bum is Jang Jae Yul's hyung?
That's also a valid reason.
Hello, Correctional Officer.
It's Jo Dong Min.
I'm fine.
I wanted to see...
Jang Jae Bum in a few days for an amytal interview.
I wanted to know if it's possible inside the jail.
Oh...
you've done it before?
Then...
I'll ask for this favor.
I'm leaving.
See you next time, Hae Soo.
Bye.
Can you keep Choi Ho from visiting this house?
It's for work.
Is this the only place you can meet?
Other places cost money.
Hey, what do you think about Choi Ho visiting this house?
I approve.
So Nyeo told me about your visit. You didn't try your best.
Here's the result.
Wow.
Ji Hae Soo, let's talk.
I thought you were writing. Go write.
How can I write feeling like this!
Oh...
You can't write because of your feelings.
How do you think I feel right now?
I explained I was writing.
"I'm writing, so leave."
Is that an explanation?
"I'm writing, so I'm sorry but can we talk later, Hae Soo?"
That would be an explanation, right?
You can't be considerate for five seconds between us?
I didn't think of it as five seconds.
I only need five seconds.
We really don't know each other.
How can we date like this?
Hey.
If you're having a lover's spat, go fight somewhere else.
Yeah.
You're not the only ones who live here.
Consider the people you live with, you jerks!
Don't make assumptions!
I'm not just fighting with Jang Jae Yul right now.
I'm fighting with all three of you guys.
Hey.
Choi Ho walked in on his own two feet. What can we say?
And...
did you love Choi Ho while you dated him for 300 days?
No, right?
Then shouldn't you at least apologize to him for that?
Apologize for not loving him.
Right.
Every time you fought,
Choi Ho always said he loved you and he cried.
You always talked about anxiety and betrayal, noona.
Honestly...
you used Choi Ho because of your anxiety.
End it nicely if you don't want to hear insults from an ex.
What's nicely?
Acting lukewarm like you do with Young Jin sunbae in order to hear that you're nice?
Making her have regrets?
What?
Nobody understands me.
I'm not afraid of being called a bitch.
I told him let's end our relationship...
and just remain friends...
but he took it to mean maintaining our connection and getting hurt.
How can I not be mean to him?
This is me being considerate to Choi Ho and being his friend.
And you...
I was going to...
meet So Nyeo one more time because of you.
But forget it.
What?
Noona, noona.
Hey, you brat!
What do you know about me and Young Jin to say that!
Hyungnim.
- Hae Soo is like that because of me. - What about you, jerk?
If your girlfriend's ex comes over, you should punch him.
Why are you acting all cool and fine?
You jerk.
So annoying!
You must like sharp, crisp things.
Your water...
and Ji Hae Soo, too...
Honestly, isn't it hard dating her?
Just tell me. I'll keep it to myself.
Keep it to yourself.
It's hard.
You said what goes around comes around, right?
Then...
if your ex-girlfriend comes to this house,
should I accept her like you did today?
I...
thought you wanted to hear...
Choi Ho say you're a good woman.
I was jealous, but...
I held back.
I'll let it be known...
the moment I see your ex-girlfriend at this house,
I'll pull out her hair.
I have work tomorrow. Stop there.
What do you think about putting a sign on your door while you're working?
So, I won't disturb you like today.
I'm going to move out soon.
The construction at Seochodong is nearly done.
Goodnight.
Moving out?
Yeah, moving out.
"Yeah, moving out?"
Yeah, moving out.
It's Okay, That's Love
There is no place just for me anymore.
You can come in anytime.
I think I met a really weird guy.
I miss him.
I can't believe myself anymore.
Whether my memory is real or false.
Do you love me?
Like crazy.
What is this?
Writing might be everything to Jang Jae Yul.
It's Ji Hae Soo I long for.
Should I?
I love you.