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This drama bases psychiatry as its backdrop. All patient profiles and treatment methods are dramatized.
Hey...
You're not really mad, are you?
Why would I get mad about not going on a trip? We just won't go.
We can go next time.
You really are my style.
You're cool.
But where are we going?
To see flowers.
Get out.
Where are we?
Mom.
Mom!
Hae Soo, you didn't know you were coming here.
I feel bad.
Please understand.
Jae Yul was supposed to come with his hyung last time but couldn't.
Yes, I know about that.
I guess you're really close to Jae Yul...
...to know about that.
This poem is so nice, Mother.
What kind of flower blooms without wavering?
I like the line toward the end.
What kind of love doesn't waver?
Life is like that, too.
Living is like that, isn't it?
This is the first time Jae Yul brought a woman home.
Really, I mean it.
Your food was delicious earlier.
Thank you. How polite you are.
- Drink. - Alright.
You should have gone on a walk with her.
Why did you send her off alone? What if she gets lost?
She's not the kind of woman to get lost and wander.
She does seem that way.
What are you thinking about so deeply? Lost in thought.
I keep...
...remembering the past.
What about the past?
It was when...
Jae Bum used to wander around after getting out of juvenile hall.
I came home after working as a housekeeper one day
and found...
Jae Bum wolfing down food sitting on the kitchen floor.
I guess he was really hungry.
I guess so.
But I yelled at him.
All you do is go around causing trouble.
How dare you eat your brother's food?
Why? Why?
Give it!
You didn't make seaweed soup.
Today's...
...your birthday.
Forget it.
Did that jerk beat you up again?
What's wrong with your eye?
How dare you speak that way to your mother.
Give that back!
Give it.
It's for your brother. Give it back!
Give it back so I can eat it!
No, you can't!
Oh, my goodness!
Really!
I ought to...
How dare you do that, you jerk!
Don't come near this house.
That was too much.
That would have made me mad, too.
Back then...
you had a bad temper, Mom.
You know, right?
I know.
Life was hard.
But...
I didn't stop there.
Go out and die, you jerk!
Go out and die.
Die!
How can you say that to your own child!
I won't make you happy by dying!
You bastard.
You bastard!
What is this?
It's kerosene!
I might just burn down this house!
You jerk!
What should I do with you?
Kerosene?
What kerosene?
I didn't know then, but remembered later.
A couple weeks back, Jae Bum threw a fit asking for food
so I yelled at him and said I needed kerosene to light a fire to make food.
So...
in his mind, the kerosene...
...was my birthday present.
You...
know Jae Bum isn't...
as bad as people say he is, right?
I know.
I should have defended him in court.
But I didn't say anything.
That's why Jae Bum is like that.
He's more angry at me than you.
You saw what happened. How could you defend him?
Mom.
You said before...
that we have to be happy...
and live brightly...
...for hyung's sake.
So, when hyung returns...
he can smile with us.
All of the unhappiness that befell our family
should end with...
...hyung going to prison.
Don't forget that, Mom.
Think positively about everything.
My little boy is all grown up.
When hyung returns,
let's live happily together.
Let's go on a lot of trips.
Okay.
My good boy.
Why are you...
spreading blankets in broad daylight?
Doing this alone is too hard for you.
Hae Soo's watching. Stop it.
Just like I have to sleep in the bathroom to be comfortable,
my mom has to..
sleep in the living room with the window open. Even in winter.
Hey.
It's okay. She knows. She's a psychiatrist...
...so, she understands.
I'll wait outside.
Jae Yul.
Date Hae Soo for a long time.
Will that be possible?
Won't I get sick of her?
We like each other more as time goes by.
You two can be like that, too.
Think it over seriously.
Don't go through one woman after another.
Should I really do that?
Such a nice sky and breeze today.
Let's go on a trip.
I'm going to be a traveler if I'm reborn.
Traveling across the world...
Going wherever I feel like...
Without anybody bothering me.
All by myself, without having to worry about anyone.
I wish I could keep driving like this forever.
Forever.
So, let's go on a trip.
You have a passport, right?
You said you always carry it with you, so you can leave at any time.
You remember everything.
But what about my passport?
Are you thinking of traveling overseas?
Let's go to Okinawa.
The place from the picture in your room.
Go check it out with me first
before taking your dad there.
You talk nonsense like it's real.
Really?
Really.
Let's do it.
Okay.
I made up my mind.
Step on the accelerator before I change my mind.
Let's go!
Did I make the stew salty on purpose?
It just happened, but he nagged me about it all night.
He even nag me about it when we went to bed that night.
I see.
I would've been disappointed, too.
Being nagged all night over something as simple as salty stew.
Jeez...
But Mother.
Next time...
your husband says it's salty...
don't say a word...
just pour some water in.
Here...
write it down.
Today's treatment.
When my husband says it's salty,
...pour water in his bowl.
Here...
put a star next to it.
Don't say a word.
- Don't say a word. - Right.
That's the most important part.
I guess so.
I do talk a lot.
Wow...
You're well on your way if you realize that, right?
Yes?
Doctor...
your next patient is waiting.
Come back in a couple weeks, Mother.
Alright.
Come in.
Unni...
says her husband has paranoia and requested a consultation for him.
I had a consultation with him...
but I need your help.
Hold on.
Hi, Choi Ho.
Run, run. We're late!
Hey.
Are we really going to Japan?
Yeah.
I thought you had to write.
I'll write on the plane.
Let's just go to Jeju Island. Going overseas seems too far.
This won't work.
I'll go ahead and see if there are tickets.
Oh, yeah.
Your passport.
Passport?
Hey...
Be careful!
Am I doing the right thing?
Should I go or not?
I think I broke my arm.
Jang Jae Yul!
I didn't fracture it. Why did they put such a big cast on?
Let's forget about the trip.
We can't get a refund on the tickets.
I'll pay for it.
Let's not go.
Why would you pay for it?
I make money, too. Several thousand a month.
Of course, it's not all my spending money. I have to pay back my loan.
Anyways, let's split the cost 50/50.
And we can't...
...cancel the tickets.
Are you crazy? To waste money like that?
I'll go no matter what.
Your arm hurts.
Did you...
pay for everything when you took other women on trips?
Why are you bringing up other women?
I was just worried.
I don't know how much money you make, but...
don't waste it unless it's with the woman you're going to marry.
I'm excited about the trip, aren't you?
Right?
Do you know you're weird?
Am I really weird? As much as you?
You're more weird than me.
Really?
Move my chair back like those people.
You promised earlier.
I'll write on the plane...
and you'll sleep to rest your arm.
My arm doesn't hurt.
Sleep anyway.
Have you taken a lot of trips with women?
I've only been to France and Indonesia for conferences.
All I did was run errands for my professors.
My father was a carpenter, but being a traveler was his dream.
So, he told me to...
get a job where I can move about freely instead of being stuck at the workplace.
I'm saving up.
So, I can go backpacking alone.
My conclusion of you so far...
is that you're really seriously selfish.
I don't want to say I couldn't write because of you.
Even though I'm in pain?
My arm hurts.
I lose.
Wine please.
Yes.
Thank you.
Just one glass is fine.
Alright.
You should watch over me since I'm hurt.
It's good.
Have a sip.
Aren't you taking your unni's side too much?
It seems like countertransference.
Countertransference - a therapist's emotional involvement with a patient's experience.
What countertransference?
You're not trying to understand your brother-in-law.
As for her cellphone password, she changed it because her employees got to it.
More than once a week...
she goes out to dinner with her employees.
What about getting rid of the CCTV your brother-in-law installed?
What's wrong with getting rid of it? Installing it is more strange.
Of course, installing a CCTV is too much.
But what's even worse...
is your unni's behavior.
She doesn't try to understand her husband's suspicion.
I think it's stranger that she labels him as having paranoia.
And...
It's too much that she insists on staying out until 4am even though her husband hates it.
What is...
so strange about installing a CCTV?
I have one here, too.
But I'm okay with it because I have nothing to hide.
Don't think of them as your unni and brother-in-law.
Be objective.
I'll think about it. Stop talking.
Let's eat.
Just the two of us?
Hyungnim.
Oh...
Noonim.
Young Jin.
Hey!
Young Jin.
Wait.
Just us two!
Can't we be alone for once?
Why do you always bring other people in?
Are you afraid I'll eat you up if we're alone?
Do you hate me that much?
I'd never see you if I hated you...
...with my personality.
I'm like you.
I need you like crazy some days.
But...
what can we do now?
Get a divorce when I have a kid?
Or will you start a relationship with me and my bad temper again?
You and I...
...both have regrets.
But what can we do...
...now?
Wow, what an amazing view!
Hae Soo.
Look outside.
Why is a rental car so expensive?
A car just has to be drivable.
Why rent an expensive sports car like this? Is your money rotting away?
Tomorrow, exchange this rental car immediately.
It's so cool!
Hey, Soo Kwang.
Looks like you're out of the country.
Why would I light Hae Soo noona's candle?
Ji Hae Soo and I are in Okinawa.
Just the two of you?
Of course, just us two.
See you in couple of days.
It's that hotel there.
Wow.
How nice.
What?
I'll call you hyung. So tell me one thing.
So Nyeo has a guy.
Is it right to wait...
...or throw her away?
Throwing her away is right.
Throw her away and don't look back.
For whom?
For you.
What are you doing tomorrow morning?
Sleeping.
Where?
At home.
Why?
You think I'd sleep with Sam somewhere else?
I thought you didn't like me.
Why?
Do you want to go out again?
Wanna buy me food?
And clothes?
Let me know whenever you want to.
I'm fine with two-timing.
Welcome.
There are two rooms for real?
Yeah.
What if there's only one?
Just leave.
I'm really leaving if there's only one room.
Yes, go ahead.
Wow, the view is amazing.
Right?
Hello?
I was wondering if you have any other rooms.
Two rooms please.
Oh, you have it?
Okay.
I'll be right down. Thank you.
I'm going to switch the room.
I'm not a princess and you're not a prince.
Why do we need a room like this?
Let's just stay here.
Did you spend money like this on other women, too?
Business class and royal suites?
How much is this? Is it more than a $1000?
I get a 30% discount at this hotel.
Are you satisfied?
How much is it with a 30% discount?
Let's switch the room.
Look at the view. It's so nice.
This is perfect.
It's $250 a night?
Hello?
This is room 2186.
This is really...
25,000 yen?
Oh, I see.
48,000 yen?
Okay, alright. Thank you.
$500?
Have a nice stay.
Thank you.
We should have come here to begin with, right?
Twin beds in one room.
I'm satisfied.
I like it.
Let's go to a different hotel.
A different hotel?
Why don't we just stay here and relax your arm?
Then you sleep here. I'm going to a different hotel.
What did he say?
Did he know where they have cheap rooms?
Yeah.
See? Asking locals always leads to cheaper options.
Just know you have a really great girlfriend.
I'm not even your wife.
What kind of girlfriend would go through this to save her boyfriend money?
Am I right or wrong?
You're right.
So quick to acknowledge.
You're just my style.
$50 per night for a room.
This is our first trip together.
If we stay here,
we'll make good memories to last a lifetime.
What do you think?
Should I get two rooms? At opposite ends of the hallway?
Why are you getting annoyed?
Who me?
You're annoyed right now.
That's why you're acting like nothing's wrong but you're being sarcastic.
Am I wrong?
Yeah, I'm mad.
This is our first trip together.
Even if I spend some money, I wanted it to be nice.
It's not just your money. We're splitting the cost.
Ji Hae Soo.
Don't say you're going to pay for it.
I don't like women who are financially and emotionally dependent on their boyfriends. I loathe it.
Buy me a car.
Buy me a handbag. Is he a money bag?
I don't like women like that either.
Then you should like me. Why are you annoyed?
You're only thinking about money right now.
Why did you come here?
To take a trip or calculate money?
Did you think of anything besides money ever since we left?
My generosity or feelings?
Did you think seriously about our first trip?
Let's go.
Where?
The airport?
With that injured arm? Why?
Do you want to go home now?
No!
Let's go to a different hotel.
Wow, Lee Ho Gul...
I'm looking at you differently.
Really?
You really cried on your knees in front of your wife?
What did you say?
I'm sorry.
My mother is really strange.
How can she ask your family to set up a hospital for me?
If you ask me to choose between my mother or you, I choose you.
That's what I said.
But it's funny.
They were just words in the beginning.
But suddenly my heart wrenched and I remembered past memories.
I realized I really love my wife.
That's what I thought.
I guess my sincerity got through.
My wife cried and so did I.
What about your mother?
She keeps crying because I told her not to call for the time being.
But you have to be strong until the end.
Your mother isn't alone. She has your father.
A married couple should console each other first.
Don't forget that.
And tell your parents to make time and come see me.
You hit the nail on the head.
I'm actually buying drinks tonight to ask for that favor.
Hurry up and go.
You might lose steam with your wife.
You're going to keep drinking?
Should I call Dong Min for you?
That jerk...
...is a SOB.
He's the biggest low-life in my life.
No, no, no, no.
We never...
should've seen each other after the vicious divorce.
If we ever bumped into each other on the street, I should've just, you know...
insulted her like that...
and spit...
and turned my back.
Hey, you.
Go meet...
...another woman.
Hae Soo is a lost cause.
Jae Yul.
Do you remember me?
I'm your first love Im Sang Sook.
A man threw a rock at my window a few nights ago.
Hold on. He looked a lot like you.
I keep thinking of you ever since.
I'm resending the letter you sent me in case it helps with your writing.
Take care.
Wow, what is this?
Jeez, I can't think straight!
Go home. You're being disruptive, girl!
That temper! That's why you're always alone. I'm leaving.
Leave already.
And...
it's none of your business whether I'm alone or not.
Yes.
Why is Yangsuri police station calling for Jang Jae Yul?
Alright...
With your arm like that...
why did you wash up by yourself?
You should've asked me for help.
I wouldn't do that even if my leg was broken.
Stop it.
That's enough.
Beer...
Just one sip.
Okay.
Cheers.
Just one sip.
This is nice. I'm sleepy.
What's wrong with your finger?
Maybe you're heavy.
Is it because your shoulder was stabbed with a fork?
No.
It's just a work injury.
More than that, I think I'm nervous being alone with you now.
I think you should see a doctor.
I will.
But...
why aren't you showering?
Should I?
No, don't.
I think I'll fall asleep while you're showering.
Don't tell me we came all this way...
...to sleep separately.
Isn't it nice just looking at each other like this?
Jang Jae Yul, let's talk honestly.
Why do men...
want to sleep with women so much?
Basic instinct plus love.
It's not confusing love with sex?
Tell me if there's a better way to affirm the love between a man and woman than sex.
I want to learn it.
If you don't want me to call you an animal, go to sleep.
I acknowledge it.
I'm an animal.
I'm telling you since you wanted an honest talk...
but my head is filled with...
thoughts of having sex with you.
Why are you so confident?
I don't think that's strange or bad.
That's just...
...natural instinct.
Should basic instinct always be acknowledged?
No.
If I can't control my basic instinct
and force you against your will, that's obviously wrong.
It would definitely be a crime.
However...
thoughts without action...
...that's natural.
Natural thoughts that occur without being intentional.
It's unfair for you to make fun of me and judge me like you're doing now.
From a man's perspective,
I'm saying it's cruel.
I see.
What would you do if I don't want to?
I'll obviously sleep in my own room.
What else can I do?
If you don't want to.
Then go to sleep.
I don't want to.
I think I'm sweating less, right?
Right?
I want to stay with you longer.
But I'm so sleepy.
Hae Soo...
can't we sleep...
Do you want to play?
No, not really.
Go play.
It's okay.
You can't.
I don't want to.
I'll watch from here.
It doesn't even look that fun.
I'll count to three.
One...
Two...
- Three. - I'll be back soon.
Be careful!
Jang Jae Yul!
I don't like that!
Jang Jae Yul!
Jang Jae Bum.
I want to know what you're really angry about.
And I want to help you.
I hate my mom. I really hate her.
In jail...
there are hundreds and thousands of guys.
They all seem like they're waiting to be released.
but that's not always the case.
Why?
They're afraid of the world.
On top of that...
for someone whose mother...
and brother...
the family...
...framed. Especially someone like me.
Let me ask you something.
Will a guy who stole...
and physically assaulted...
for sure...
...commit murder?
Not for sure.
Then I might not have done it, right?
Give me amytal.
Ask the guards and officers to standby, so I can't do anything stupid.
If you won't give me the injection...
...don't come.
Hey, you're good at cleaning.
My dad piled up trash like a mountain.
You cleaned it all up.
But it's no use.
My father will pile up trash again.
Why?
He thinks my mom will return if he gathers this trash.
He says it's worth money.
Who made the food?
Dad.
What will you do with the money you earn?
Go clubbing with Sam.
I turned nineteen yesterday.
I'm an adult now, so don't nag.
If you're going clubbing, wear this instead of your uniform.
Why wear your uniform when you got kicked out of school? Crazy.
Yay, it's clothes!
You're really my slave.
Jeez...
Don't touch me.
There's one reason I came here today.
Just like cleaning up this dirty house...
I'm getting rid of my regrets.
Let's go play!
Are you happy having a young girl making money to take you clubbing?
Who's this old guy?
The guy you were talking about with Tourette?
Thanks.
For letting me despise you completely.
Be careful what you say.
I didn't mean it, hyung.
- Sam, which club should we go to? - It's amazing.
Where?
Let's go, let's go.
Hae Soo.
I told you not to play dangerously.
There are limits to having fun.
What if you get hurt?
This isn't having fun. It's self-destruction.
I won't do it again.
I really won't do it again. I promise.
Don't act macho!
Look, you got hurt.
It's okay.
What do you mean it's okay?
If I liked you only a little, we would be on our way back to Seoul.
I'll take that to mean you like me a lot.
Hae Soo, where are you going?
The pharmacy. Where else?
If I can't write,
I'd feel dead...
even if I were still alive.
Like Hemingway,
I might shoot myself.
You can do something else if you can't write. Why would you die?
How did you become a psychiatrist?
When kids made fun of my dad as a cripple,
out of spitefulness...
I decided to become a doctor.
Being a doctor for me...
is a way to make a living...
and a way to upgrade my life, my ambition...
I was curious about people's state of mind, too.
I wanted to understand my mom.
I wanted...
to understand...
myself instead of...
...being understood.
Don't ask me to explain.
But...
why do you write such horrific novels?
I'm not writing horrific novels.
Horrific situations happen to people.
People are beautiful, but the one who's ruthless...
...is God.
Giving us horrific situations we can't handle.
I like talking with you seriously like this.
Why?
Can't you talk like this with other women?
Did other women just compliment you endlessly?
"Jang Jae Yul, you're so handsome. You're so cool."
"Don't leave me." Things like that?
If you knew what I talked to other women about,
you would be shocked.
Don't ask.
You'll get hurt.
You were up writing all night.
Is it going well?
Not really.
I don't know why that is lately.
I'm a little...
frustrated because of that.
Hello.
Did the phone ring?
Didn't you hear it?
Hey, Kang Woo.
Yeah.
The hospital?
What did the doctor say?
He said it's nothing much.
He said my cold is lingering too long.
My finger...
is from writing too much.
That aside, did you make progress with Hae Soo noona?
What's that? You're a player.
Don't worry about me.
Alright.
Make some progress.
Thank goodness the doctor said it's okay.
When I was an intern, I saw a patient in neurology...
well...
with Lou Gehrig's whose fingers went rigid and had a persistent cough.
But it couldn't be that. He's young.
But...
when did you first meet Kang Woo?
Three years ago,
when hyung stabbed me with a fork,
he was crying over me like the other fans.
Are you really close?
He reminds me of my young self when I see him.
It hurts me when I think of him.
When my mother was beaten by my stepfather,
I remember there was no one to help.
It makes me want to protect him.
You're warmer than I thought.
I like you.
Me, too.
Don't do that.
Like this.
Do you know you're so cheeky?
Am I really?
Yeah.
What will you do? Should we break up?
Don't say things like that so carelessly.
Wow, what charisma.
Scary.
What?
I thought of Soo Kwang suddenly.
When Soo Kwang was twenty, he went for a walk with his girlfriend.
His girlfriend transferred the soda in her mouth...
...to his.
But...
when Soo Kwang swallowed it,
he coughed and had a fit because soda got up his nose.
His girlfriend was so sorry and embarrassed. She cried and ran off.
Isn't Soo Kwang's first kiss funny?
How could she take the soda in her mouth...
What are you doing?
I don't want it.
You're so happy.
What are you so happy about?
Do you like that Hae Soo went there? Or that Hae Soo has a boyfriend?
Both?
What is it?
Welcome.
- Come this way. - You're late.
I worked the morning shift.
- What would you like to order? - What is Mom hiding?
Why is she so happy?
Jae Yul sent her a picture with Hae Soo on a trip.
Mom and Jae Yul talk without Hae Soo knowing.
You didn't know, huh?
Chicken teriyaki, mild flavor?
Two chicken teriyaki.
Are you mad over what happened earlier?
I'm not.
I'm just applying my own rules.
Rules?
What rules?
What goes around comes around.
If you let me hold your waist, I'll let you hold mine.
If you kiss me, I'll kiss you back.
You can touch me all you want, but I can't.
That's unfair. That's my conclusion.
So, what?
I can't touch you?
If you let me,
...you can.
You...
...have no boundaries.
I keep my boundaries when I touch you.
- But you... - Then just leave it as is.
What's the problem?
I'm hungry.
Let's eat.
This is good.
Can I have one of yours?
Eat your own.
Hey...
are you going to keep calculating like this?
Look...
...at this.
You don't like me like this?
Then let's break up.
Break up?
What?
You can say it...
...but I can't?
Hey, if it was another man...
Can I talk about another woman, too?
Look at this. It hurts.
Lower your arm.
It will hurt less.
You have rice...
on your left cheek.
Take it off.
You do it.
I don't have boundaries as you say.
I might make you fall taking the rice off.
Excuse me.
Bill please.
Dutch pay please.
We'll pay separately.
Separately.
Yes.
What?
You're going...
night swimming in the ocean?
Yeah.
What do I do by myself?
Sleep.
What if something happens while I sleep here alone?
This is a safe hotel.
If you're still nervous,
I'll ask the general manager...
to guard your room.
You're despicable.
That's right.
I'm despicable and you're cruel.
Asking me not to touch you when it's so nice here and you're so pretty
is really cruel to me.
Fine.
Go.
Goodnight.
Are you really going?
Jang Jae Yul!
He's really swimming.
Jang Jae Yul!
Come in!
No, no.
Come in!
No.
What is this?
I like you being so free.
Are you okay?
I'm okay.
It's Okay, That's Love
Do you...
...really love me?
Yeah.
I'm so comfortable with you.
I want to sleep in bed with you.
Let's be sure to treat your OCD.
Wait and see...
what I do to your...
...beloved son.
Are you really upset?
Did you guys really sleep together?
What do you think about Choi Ho visiting?
I'm writing right now.
"I'm writing right now..."
Is that an explanation?
How can we date this way?