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This drama bases psychiatry as its backdrop. All patient profiles and treatment methods are dramatized.
Do you know?
My amazing brother?
I'm your hyung!
Okay?
Your call cannot be completed.
Hey.
How is it?
Does it bring back old times?
Huh?
Right?
How does it feel returning to the past?
Exhilarating?
You should stop when your hyung tells you to.
Why did you run away when you saw me, you asshole?
You bastard who doesn't see your hyung as a hyung!
Die, you asshole.
Die, you asshole!
Isn't this a rush?
Ji Hae Soo
Your call cannot be completed.
Who is this?
That piece of trash!
I'm here for a consultation. What are you doing?
Hey, Yang Tae Ho!
Where are you, you jerk?
What's wrong?
Go, go.
Talk later!
Go!
Hey, Jang Jae Bum caused some trouble!
Where is he right now?
Where?
How have you been?
After you sent me to jail,
you and Mom...
was it fun living just the two of you?
But...
did I really kill him?
Did I?
That moron?
Was that not enough medicine?
You're not talking.
At any rate, for over thirteen years
I rotted in...
jail because of you.
Should I...
...just say I killed him?
Huh?
Jae Yul?
- What's going on here? - I'm sorry!
What's going on here?
I'll give you money.
We're brothers who got into a little fight.
You and Mom...
plotted it together, didn't you?
Right?
Call the police!
Stay still, hyung.
You'll never get out of jail if you get caught again.
Hurry up and call the police!
I'll compensate you.
- Don't call the police. - Don't call them.
We're brothers.
I'm not a bad person.
My brother has lots of money. He'll compensate you.
My brother has a lot of money.
Sorry.
We'll give you money.
Tae Woong
Tae Woong.
Come get me.
I'm going crazy.
I'm hungry.
How can you be hungry right now?
Just stay here.
Dong Min hyungnim said he'll call the police and
put you on the nationwide wanted list if you don't stay put.
You want to spend the rest of your life in jail?
You spit on me, you jerk.
How dare you hit me?
I've been easy on you because you're my hyung.
What do we do?
It's okay.
Hey, Jang Jae Bum!
How can you cause such trouble when you're out on furlough?
Hold back, hyungnim.
I...
gave him the injection...
but he's not talking.
What's wrong?
Is that really a truth serum?
How can I trust you enough to give you the medicine?
Hold back for me and Jae Yul, hyungnim.
If it wasn't medicine, what was it?
What do you think?
It was saline! Water!
Dong Min hyungnim had the foresight to see that this might happen.
You must be crazy.
Jae Yul...
...I'm sorry.
I asked Dong Min hyung to treat your hyung...
for your sake and Mom's.
You did the right thing.
Sorry.
Let's go.
Water?
Hey.
Did you trick me?
What? Water?
Shut your trap and come quietly.
You're a doctor, right?
Did you trick me?
If you...
say one more word...
I'm going to call the police right now.
I thought you were a doctor, but you're just a thug.
Please...
if hyungnim calls the police right now, your life is over.
Forgive me.
Just take me back to jail.
I'll just get out again.
This isn't over, Jae Yul.
When I get out in two months,
I'll finish you then, okay?
I'm so hungry.
Hi, Mom.
Hyung?
I met him.
But we...
...can't go today.
Why can't you two come home?
Hey.
Even if you're drinking with Dr. Jo, you knew I was preparing food
for you two with the neighborhood ahjummas all day.
Jae Yul, is something wrong?
What could be wrong?
If something happened,
how can I answer the phone like this?
Let me see.
There's really nothing wrong.
We're...
...just drinking.
Mom.
Please don't ask anymore.
I'll explain...
everything...
when I see you later.
Okay?
Something is wrong for you to say that.
Alright, I won't ask.
As long as you're okay.
I made a lot of food for nothing. Bye.
What's wrong?
The kids aren't coming?
They're out drinking. They'll probably come home late.
Take more of this.
I tend to make too much food.
No, it's okay. This is enough.
What do you mean? Take more.
No, we're leaving. Bye.
For more than a month,
do you know what I felt while treating your hyung?
Your hyung...
...is a really dangerous guy.
When he feels wronged or slighted,
he takes revenge without hesitation.
He has a vengeful personality disorder.
Don't just let this go.
Report it to the police immediately.
I'll take...
hyung back to the jail.
That's enough, right?
Jae Yul...
It's a family affair.
Please ignore it.
How can I ignore this?
If I hadn't predicted this,
and just gave Jae Bum the medication,
who knows what would have happened to you?
You would have been as limp as a rag and dragged around like a dog.
What if there had been a car accident?
It would have been murder.
I wasn't badly hurt.
What's the problem when I say it's okay?
Jae Yul!
The time I needed people's caring attention
isn't now...
It was when my mom...
and my young sixteen-year-old self were getting beat up by my stepfather. Furthermore...
my hyung, who was nineteen and a minor
fourteen years ago...
despite the fact that it was justified self-defense,
just because he had an assault and theft record
without a due process of law
he was sentenced to eleven years for murder. He needed help then, not now.
Don't let your feelings get in the way. Jae Bum...
is a more dangerous guy...
...than you think.
If my hyung is really a dangerous person,
when he stabbed me with a fork three years ago,
he would've stabbed me in the neck instead of my shoulder.
It would've been a knife instead of a syringe this time.
Am I wrong?
If my hyung is really a dangerous person,
he wouldn't be someone who is afraid of being reported.
He wouldn't...
be sitting there like a child...
eating bread like we told him to.
Like you said, my hyung keeps trying to get revenge on his brother who testified.
He might be vengeful person.
He might really stab me with a knife someday. But...
for something that hasn't even happened,
I can't let my hyung...
rot in jail for the rest of his life.
Later...
if something like that happens, do it then.
Report him then.
I'll drop off your hyung.
Listen to me on this.
This is the first drawing...
I drew besides genitalia.
I wanted to show you, Doctor.
You're pretty good.
Like you said...
my will is more important than medicine if I want to cure my illness.
I remembered those words.
When I feel anxious,
I go out to dance and draw.
I'm still not back in school or talking to my mom.
But I'm taking my medicine and getting therapy.
I'm doing pretty well.
I have the desire to live a normal life.
I'm envious.
Can I paint this?
Actually, I'm a little anxious when it comes to love.
So, today in order to...
overcome that anxiety, I showed my will.
I sent a signal to a man I like.
"Let's meet."
But the result was failure.
It's possible for your anxiety to be cured...
with your will alone.
My anxiety can only be treated with
cooperation from another.
The conclusion is...
that I'm worse off than you.
So, console me today.
Why?
The man doesn't like you?
We agreed to meet and I called him...
but I can't reach him.
Then call again...
until you reach him.
Ask why he didn't come.
Or if there was traffic.
If he really doesn't like you.
Ask him.
Forget it. It hurts my pride.
Then just live like that.
You don't have the will.
What?
I wasn't able to draw this in one shot.
It kept looking like genitalia...
...as I continued drawing.
But with my will,
I kept drawing...
...and drawing.
Hae Soo.
Apologize to Mom for what happened last time.
I beg you as your unni.
My sweet sister...
You'll do as I say, right?
Oh, yeah.
Give Jang Jae Yul these pictures.
Hey.
I have to go.
Aren't we eating together?
Eat by yourself.
And stop bragging.
Your drawing is still really weird.
You're not cured yet.
This is just the beginning.
See you again.
What is this?
You answered.
Do you want to die?
Look at the savage way you talk.
Yeah...
Well...
I met my hyung...
I got beat up a little.
It's okay.
I didn't get hit much.
Wow...
Ji Hae Soo has this side to her.
Tae Woong, stop the car.
Get out.
Do as you like.
Are you crazy?
- Stop, Jang Jae Bum! - Leave him.
Why? What if he just runs away like that?
If he was going to run, he would have done it a long time ago.
So, leave him.
Let him feel...
the wind to his heart's content.
If my hyung is really a dangerous person,
when he stabbed me with a fork three years ago,
he would've stabbed me in the neck instead of the shoulder.
He would've used a knife instead of a syringe this time.
Am I wrong?
I was on my way to you.
I'm sure you were.
I heard the phone ring three times
and I was so excited.
I didn't think I could drive...
so, I ran to get a taxi.
You'll get hurt walking backward like that. Walk next to me.
Were you shocked?
How do you feel?
Honestly, I'm...
...a little embarrassed.
What must you think of my family?
What if you get sick of me because of this?
I hope you won't.
Even though hyung is like that now,
when he gets out,
I want to be hopeful that...
we can be a happy family.
What's with you?
Everyday I come across people who have been to the edge and back,
I'm a psychiatrist.
What does that mean?
I meet people who have endured all kinds of pain in this world several times a day.
I think what happened to your family could happen to anyone in life.
On the way, I saw old articles about you and your hyung on the Internet.
You don't have to give me any uncomfortable explanations.
You really met a great girlfriend, right?
Girlfriend?
Yeah, girlfriend.
I'm your girlfriend if we agreed to date, right?
You...
said you ran over because you were excited about my signal.
Let's go.
Why are you...
...so sweaty?
It's a sign of a little anxiety.
What I mean is that...
my body is overcoming its limits.
It'll stop after a few minutes.
Are you...
...really okay?
Of course I am.
You don't think I'm weird, do you?
Not at all.
Thanks so much.
What's with him?
See you tomorrow, unni.
- Don't be late like today. - Okay.
Are you cleaning?
Can't you tell?
Hey! Sam!
Let's just say goodnight for now after our embarrassing encounter today.
Wash up and make sure...
you put medicine on.
Alright.
I'm going up first.
I'm going to get Jae Bum some air
and feed him breakfast before sending him back. Don't worry.
See you tomorrow.
Oops!
I'm not...
going to school anymore.
The teacher told me not to write novels in school.
I don't want to learn from a teacher who doesn't understand me.
But you still have to go to school.
What happened?
When we went to my house,
on the road we encountered those reckless drivers,
I ran into them again and fell trying to avoid them.
I'm okay.
It's just a scratch.
You sure don't listen.
Hey, I told you not to go on that road.
If I don't win the writing competition,
I'm going to die on that road.
What?
Then life insurance will pay out, right?
I'm going to give that to my mom.
How can you say that, you jerk?
That finger...
- go to the hospital immediately. - I'm just kidding.
Think of it...
as my vow to make my debut as an author.
My hand is fine.
See you again.
Kang Woo.
Weren't you staying with your aunt?
Since Dad left home,
we went back.
I filed a police report. Did they come out to investigate?
No.
People don't care about us.
Except for you.
Don't worry about Dad.
I...
...can take him on.
Call me when you're done writing.
Where are you going?
Wait for me.
Do you want to go to jail with him?
Leave him alone.
Hey...
don't ever come to see me again.
You'd better not wait for me or call me.
You're a thug who fakes being a model prisoner.
You're not even a doctor, asshole.
You quack thug.
I'm a doctor to patients, not thugs like you.
Hey.
Don't call me!
You don't call me!
He's cute.
I'll wage my reputation as a psychiatrist and make sure I cure you.
Cute guy.
Ji Hae Soo.
Are you still sleeping?
Aren't you going to work?
It's past 8am.
I'm up.
What do you want for breakfast?
Bread?
How about a sandwich?
Not bad.
Did you...
sleep well last night?
Of course, why wouldn't I?
Then are we...
...still dating?
Why?
You want to stop?
Is my anxiety a handicap? Do you want to take it back? Is that why you're asking?
Breathe while talking.
You can't take it back even if you want to anymore.
Do you know how hard it was to get here? Are you kidding?
You're stuck with me now.
We're going all the way to the end.
To the end?
Hey, hey, hey, hey.
What are you doing?
So Nyeo kissed some guy.
Some other guy, not me.
Will you insult me for using your air purifier to dry my sneakers now?
Keep going.
It will dry well.
Ji Hae Soo!
Don't put your laundry with mine!
I let you off easy since you're a noona. So annoying.
Washing your panties with my clothes is filthy!
How perverted.
Don't throw the laundry down like that.
What's with the seductive lipstick color in the morning?
Give it back.
Hey.
Zip me up.
I'm still a man.
Do it yourself...
...like this.
I can't. That's why I'm asking.
Close your eyes then, you jerk.
Here.
Why are you humming?
Did something good happen?
No.
Yeah, it did.
What is it?
I'll fold your laundry. Tell me.
Jang Jae Yul was in front of your room.
Did you guys make progress?
I wonder.
How annoying!
You let the phone ring three times, right?
I'm really late. Get out.
Get out.
Damn it!
I'm always the lonely one.
Wait five minutes.
Why?
The sandwiches aren't ready yet. It's almost done.
I can't. I'm late.
But earlier...
I was going to eat it then...
What's this?
Are you the type who nags at their significant other?
I hate that type. Are you?
Resident Kim
Dr. Kim.
- Yeah. - If you have time to eat that...
Oh Chul Joong?
Yeah, the body dysmorphic disorder patient who was discharged?
Coffee please?
Yeah.
His situation...
Yeah, it gets to me, too.
Yeah.
She was like that to Choi Ho, too.
I'm sure she was.
What? Picture?
Okay, okay. I understand what you're saying.
Ask Nurse Kim to move my schedule back an hour.
Okay.
Say "ah."
Eat it on your way.
This is good.
This is so good.
Whoa, whoa.
What are you doing?
Do it only when I want to.
Not twice or three times just because you got through once.
Proceed much more slowly than you're thinking.
Don't smile.
Let's do our best from now on.
Is this Oh Chul Joong's wife?
I'm Ji Hae Soo from Hankook University Hospital.
I want to know if we could meet today.
She's hotter than she looks.
It's attractive that once she decides on something, she proceeds without hesitation.
I like that.
From now on, noona...
will shower you with kisses.
You know more about Ji Hae Soo than I thought.
She'll touch you, too.
She'll put her head on your upper thigh
and watch erotic movies with you.
However...
However?
That's it.
She'll arouse you every now and then.
But when you try to make a move...
"What?"
"I...
...don't understand."
She'll pretend not to notice...
and those long 300 days will pass.
A tearful 300 days...
that will shrivel a man up. A journey.
Nothing more.
Never.
Choi Ho lost ten pounds in 300 days.
Eat a lot.
I'm...
...not Choi Ho.
I'm...
...Jang Jae Yul.
What's with that confidence?
I'm always the lonely one.
You're worried about everything. Why worry over sleeping too well?
I'm always sleepy.
It's okay. Relax.
Sleep if you're sleepy, okay?
Lower her medication dosage.
Sorry about yesterday.
I want to apologize.
Call me.
How do you feel today?
Right?
Anyone would say the patient cut with the cutter has a higher probability of recovery.
Wouldn't the damage sustained by the presser to the nerves and broken bones be more severe?
Yes.
But the result is the opposite.
This is the cutter patient...
and this...
is the recovered state of the presser patient.
Are you saying the heart...
...governs the body?
The cutter patient...
is a negative person, so he didn't recover well.
But the presser patient is positive, so he recovered well, right?
The doctor told me before.
You're right.
I'm a negative person.
There's nothing positive, so I'm sure I'll lose my arm even with surgery.
That's...
...what I want.
I'm only getting...
surgery because my wife wants it.
Can't your wife...
and child become a source of hope for you?
My father was a carpenter, too.
He made me my first bed.
Get psychiatric treatment.
Us doctors are looking into regional and city support services to get help for you.
See you again.
Have you prepared the pictures?
Yes.
Stay strong.
If you don't have an arm,
who will hold our precious
...daughter like that?
I won't ask to have another child.
I didn't know...
you were having such a hard time.
I'll help you.
Let's make money together, too.
And...
...get treatment.
Okay?
Jo Dong Min
Answer the phone.
I told you what happened yesterday.
Hae Soo.
I still have feelings for Jo Dong Min.
What do I do...
...huh?
What do you mean? Just hold it back.
I'll pretend I didn't hear you earlier.
Don't give me headaches using consultation as an excuse.
You're crazy.
Jo Dong Min
What is it, Mom?
Jang Jae Yul's phone number?
I don't know.
How annoying.
Hae Soo.
Hae Soo?
That little...
Come again!
Mother...
I'll ask Soo Kwang.
Mom.
Don't do things that Hae Soo doesn't like. Please.
I'm going crazy between the two of you.
Why would you go crazy if I want to call Jae Yul and thank him?
Your father was so happy that day.
What's wrong with me wanting to call and thank him?
Mom.
Is it such a big wound to all of you that I've been seeing President Kim?
If I hadn't met him then,
I would have killed your father a long time ago.
I couldn't have sent you both to college either.
Mom.
Do you think I'm brazen?
No.
I feel justified.
What couldn't I do to take care of my husband and children?
Why are you provoking Mother?
You always tell me you understand her.
What's wrong?
Why did you get an insurance policy while drinking?
Are you an alcoholic like Hae Soo says?
Why are you taking it out on me?
Hello, President Kim.
You always cause trouble whenever you drink!
Can't you come to your senses with your license revoked?
It'll be reissued the day after tomorrow!
Don't be like that.
Follow her.
Alright.
I'm fine.
How is your wife?
Is the chemotherapy going well?
Does she eat well?
Thank goodness.
She'll get well if she can eat.
I like this one.
Let's go with this one.
- Ask the project manager. - Alright.
Why ask me when you've decided already?
Just...
...because.
But why are you walking on egg shells around Mr. Jang, President?
What did I do?
You always deny it. How tiresome.
I'm going to the broadcast studio.
Jae Yul.
Are you writing lately?
Isn't it going well?
What's wrong?
You haven't been writing well for three years now.
You had a hard time with your last novel, too.
My hard work...
...you ruined it.
I'm sorry...
About Jang Bum hyungnim, too.
I forgave you a long time ago...
for all your mistakes...
because you're good to my mom.
You...
To make him feel better when hyung gets out...
transfer my publishing advance
...to hyung.
I can only offer him money.
Jae Yul...
This is Hae Soo's mom.
I got your number from Soo Kwang.
Thank you for being so good to us that day.
Come to our restaurant to eat sometime.
Our food is good.
Make sure you come.
What's that?
See you later.
Excuse me.
Was...
that man...
the author Jang Jae Yul?
Who are you?
I'm an old friend.
Sang Sook?
I'm Tae Woong.
I'm sorry.
It just happened to be yesterday.
An inmate I'm treating came out on furlough.
But he caused trouble.
I heard about it from Hae Soo.
But I don't understand that type of behavior.
Young Jin, I'm sorry.
Let's go eat.
I heard you need a consultation.
I need your consultation, too.
Let's go eat.
Don't be angry.
Both of you, get lost.
Hey, hey, hey.
If I took time out of my busy schedule to come apologize,
you should just accept it.
How can you tell me to get lost!
You don't like that?
Then I'll say it like you.
"Go, go, go, go!"
Is that better?
Did you say that, hyungnim?
He did make a mistake.
So...
what's your point?
You won't eat with me?
Should I get lost?
Fine, I will then.
Get lost.
- Hyungnim. - You're always like this.
You always make mistakes first...
but if I don't accept your form of apology,
you just leave like this.
Like our divorce.
You should talk about that alone.
Why bring up the divorce when I'm here?
You can leave then!
I told you I didn't want to come.
Why did you have to bring me and fight?
Go wait over there!
You're...
...too much.
Did we get divorced just yesterday?
You always talk as if what happened thirteen years ago occurred yesterday. Just like my patients.
Stop it. That's enough.
You always come first.
Your work and feelings come first. Selfish bastard!
Hey...
even if you do charitable work with inmates
and you're called an insightful psychiatrist,
to me, you're always...
...a low-life.
I had to take care of my family.
But what?
Quit being a doctor?
My family was waiting for the day I became a specialist.
You wanted me to quit and support you?
I never told you to quit being a doctor. I told you to take a year off from your residency.
That's the same thing.
I had to become a specialist as soon as possible.
How could I take a year off?
So, you didn't take time off and became a specialist quickly!
After divorcing me!
Hey...
Back then...
I desperately needed you.
What if I tell you I still desperately need you?
This makes me dizzy.
Why can't you say anything?
Don't call me again.
Let's go, Soo Kwang.
Are you going home, sunbae?
I don't know anything about it.
Don't be curious. Don't.
Are you...
...dating Jang Jae Yul?
Is it true?
Are you asking as a friend or do you have regrets?
Regrets.
Soo Kwang.
I can't sleep because I'm worried about So Nyeo.
What if something happens with that guy she kissed?
Has she received sex education at school?
How do you think I would know that?
No.
Jang Jae Yul
It's me.
I know.
What are you doing?
Driving.
Hands-free?
Yeah, hands-free.
Did you eat?
I ate.
With whom?
Someone you don't know.
Where are you?
On the bus home.
Did you eat?
I ate.
I don't like the type who questions exactly what I ate. So don't ask.
What do you want to say?
Nothing.
Let's hang up.
Okay, see you at home.
Perfect.
Perfect!
Perfect. He's direct.
She's totally my style.
I really like it.
What are you doing here?
Waiting for my girlfriend.
It's embarrassing. Look ahead.
Why do you keep smiling?
Because I like you.
Being that direct is gross.
Should I be indirect?
You're a total player.
Where did you learn to buy ice cream and wait?
Be clean.
Okay.
Looks good.
I'll cut it and give it to you.
Jang Jae Yul.
Move over.
Sit anywhere.
The house is big.
We're dating. Don't you know?
There she goes again.
Move over.
Sit.
A little more.
She wants you to go to the end of the sofa.
This is nice and comfy.
Hey, hey.
What are you doing next weekend?
Jang Jae Yul is a pro.
- Next weekend? Clean. Why? - He sweeps the mat lightly...
...and surveys the scene.
Let's go on a trip.
A surprise attack.
I have to learn from him.
He's looking for an opportunity to be bunt.
Why a trip?
You want to make progress? Like guys commonly say?
It's a foul.
Player Ji Hae Soo...
...throws a straight ball.
Good!
Hey.
You don't go on a trip to make progress. You go to see nature.
Do you go on trips to make progress?
To see nature?
How sly.
You're a great talker. You're not an author for nothing.
Where are the scenic pictures in your room from?
It looked nice there.
That?
I found it on the Internet.
I wanted to take my Dad on a trip there someday.
It's Okinawa.
But...
let me ask one thing.
If we go on a trip,
will you respect me?
Of course.
Really?
Of course.
That...
- Fine. - ...is not true.
Can you make that promise in front of Soo Kwang and sunbae?
Of course.
I'll promise you both.
If I don't protect Ji Hae Soo on a trip,
I'm a bastard who deserves to be killed by you two.
You'll be shocked at how protective I can be on a trip.
Bastard.
Okay, cool.
Let's go next weekend.
I have the morning shift on Friday.
We can leave right after.
Goodnight...
...my beloved roommates.
Hey, hey, hey.
Even if you're in a hurry, how can you make such a false promise as a man?
She's over thirty. Why respect her on a trip all the way there?
- Just do it here. - This is a double-play, right?
Jeez, a man wants to protect a woman.
What's with your reactions?
Isn't it obvious that a man would protect the woman he loves
- from accidents or other men? - Hold on.
Accidents?
Other men?
You're the most dangerous one. Why leave yourself out?
Am I included?
Yeah, right.
Wow, what is this?
Could it be a home run?
It's Okay, That's Love