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This drama bases psychiatry as its backdrop. All patient profiles and treatment methods are dramatized.
It's so refreshing!
I did it.
I just did it.
So refreshing!
Don't, don't.
You...
Let's go to the city and buy clothes.
What?
I don't like the feeling of wet clothes.
Why buy clothes? Just dry them.
Is that what you call an anxiety disorder?
Is hyungnim busy?
Alright.
Make sure to tell him Friday is my furlough.
And the amytal...
Make sure to mention my interview.
Yeah, that day.
Yeah.
Bye.
Do...
you remember...
what I asked for?
Hey...
I already set it up with the guys on the outside.
Good job, you jerk.
What?
Jae Bum is a good guy?
Do these files say that?
Theft, assault and attempted rape...
Attempted rape?
That's unfair.
He was going out with her. But she lied in anger after they broke up.
Fine, let's say that's the case. But...
how do you...
...explain this?
Jang Jae Yul was sixteen here.
Wait for me.
Why would I wait? We were never close.
A sixteen-year-old ended up with injuries that took sixteen weeks to recover from.
That means he was half-dead.
Internal organs ruptured from broken ribs.
No wonder his mother was forced to report it to the police.
According to the files, he also killed his stepfather.
But he's accusing his brother of being the murderer.
Hyungnim...
But if he fully repents...
He doesn't have a shred of guilt, how can he fully repent?
The best treatment for guys like that is to be banished from society and sent to jail.
He's totally different from those guys who are guilt ridden and trying to do their best.
You're right.
Jae Bum is a lost cause.
He's vowing to kill Jae Yul if he gets out even now.
But...
I can't...
stop his mother or Jae Yul...
from giving up on him.
It's driving me crazy, too!
Why is he taking it out on me?
Thank you.
What are you doing?
I told you to buy something to wear.
Why are you standing there?
Why waste your money? It won't rot.
Where are the women's clothes?
Why are you asking that?
You force me to buy clothes even though I didn't want to.
You're really weird. I'll pay you back when we get to Seoul.
I don't take money from a woman I've kissed.
Is it weird not to accept money from a woman I've kissed? It's more weird to accept money.
Stop talking about kissing, okay?
- It was one-sided earlier. - One-sided?
Then was it mutual?
I hear you have an anxiety disorder.
Is this reaction due to that? Then I'll understand.
My anxiety and this situation have nothing to do with each other.
Did I panic?
Who wouldn't...
in a situation like that? Who wouldn't panic?
I was having fun playing in the water.
Then you suddenly kiss me, not once but twice.
The second time, you...
I what?
...liked it. Just like me.
I didn't like it if I say I didn't. Are you the only one who's right? How about what I think?
Forget your thoughts. How about your feelings?
I didn't like it.
I'll say it clearly. I don't like you.
You hit on anyone...
I don't just hit on anyone. Only the ones I'm attracted to.
And not just because. I'm sincere at that moment.
I wasn't hitting on you...
I kissed you because I like you.
You like me?
Be honest, Jang Jae Yul. You were being spontaneous earlier.
Nice weather, nice surroundings, and you felt good.
It was just spontaneous.
You're right, it was spontaneous.
So, you acknowledge that? You're really odd.
What's odd?
Then do you like men who plan out their kisses?
They scheme exactly when the woman would fall for them.
Calculating and planning?
Just forget it.
Date me.
Do you need time to think?
No, I don't need it.
Fine.
Forget it.
I'm not your chauffeur.
Get in the front.
This is your final warning.
If you ever try what you...
- did at the ravine... - That won't happen again.
Don't worry.
Thanks for ending it quickly.
Buy me food.
I'm not your money bag.
Forget I ever thought you were cute.
After you looked down on me so many times,
and took my money...
I've come to my senses.
Jang Jae Yul told me to hire you at the cafe if I wanted.
Nope.
I won't do it.
Why?
I've come to my senses.
Let's eat ramen at my house.
What?
Follow me.
I'll make ramen for you.
Don't regret it and follow me.
Hurry.
I'm not following you because I like you.
It's because I wasted so much money on you.
I have to eat some ramen you make...
...to feel vindicated.
Don't misunderstand that I like you.
We're home.
Hi.
You're home. Did you eat?
I don't feel like eating.
Want to eat ramen?
I'll make you ramen.
Boil water?
Want to eat regular or seafood ramen?
Does it make you mad when I talk to you?
Should I not talk to you?
What's wrong with you two?
Hey...
What's with you two?
You were laughing together yesterday.
Why are you so cold today?
Huh?
Did something happen during the night? Tell me.
Did you fight?
It's nothing.
What's wrong with Jang Jae Yul?
Just understand him.
He got slapped after kissing me today.
It's true.
Wow.
Look at him acknowledging it.
Even though you should be embarrassed,
you're so cool to just acknowledge it like that.
What's not to acknowledge? It was the truth.
I kissed her because I had a good feeling....
...toward Ji Hae Soo.
When I kissed her,
I felt good toward her.
But not anymore.
Liking me was spontaneous, giving up is spontaneous.
Your spontaneity...
...is embedded in you.
You really didn't feel it?
What we felt together earlier...
it was just random?
Stop it.
Why should he stop it?
You're something else.
Jang Jae Yul, keep asking her.
What's going on with you two?
He's right.
I won't be able to sleep because I'm curious now.
Ask.
Did you...
...really not feel it?
Even if you ask me ten times, my answer is no.
He's getting mad when he's the one who messed up.
Where did you learn to get mad when you're the one who messed up?
I lost my appetite.
If you're going to fight, fight to the end like you always do.
She's not acting normal, right?
If Hae Soo noona...
was sexually harassed...
Jang Jae Yul would already be a dead man.
Something's going on.
Right, right, right?
I'm going to wash up. Go away!
Hey, stop...
You'll break the door.
Hyungnim...
let's live quietly.
- You're too loud. - Shut your mouth!
A sexual harasser has no right to speak.
Hae Soo...
is like a sister to me, you jerk.
Who cares if you own this house!
Come in.
Leave.
Jeez...
Just forget it.
It makes me mad, too, but...
You know how men do that out of the blue.
It wasn't like sexual harassment as you say, sunbae.
You felt something with Jang Jae Yul, didn't you?
Why are you saying that, sunbae?
Don't use a defense mechanism. We're both pros here.
Jeez.
Don't use a defense mechanism.
Look at me!
Do I look like a joke?
By using a defense mechanism...
to turn a person who likes you...
into a sexual harasser,
what is it you want to protect?
To avoid anxiety forever?
Rather than your sunbae...
I'm asking you as a doctor...
...and as your supervisor.
When you kissed Jang Jae Yul,
did you think of your mother or not?
Did you think of her or not?
I didn't.
That's a first.
You thought of her every time with Choi Ho.
How did you feel?
Did you like it or not?
I didn't dislike it.
Don't be vague. Did you like it or not?
Be clear.
I liked it.
But I...
I don't know. It makes me feel panicky.
I don't understand...
why I had to have these feelings with an arrogant playboy like him.
Go to sleep.
I nearly cried.
When noona said she didn't think of her mother when they kissed,
and when she said she liked it.
Were you envious?
I want to overcome my disability, too.
When I kiss and sleep with a woman,
it would be so nice if I didn't have an episode just for once.
The alarm was loud.
A child witnessing her mother's affair...
it leaves a bigger scar than you'd think.
From that moment on,
Hae Soo considered love, kissing and sex to be betrayal.
They all became bad things.
It's a phobia.
Her prickliness toward you isn't because she doesn't like you.
It's her defense mechanism...
against a painful wound.
I'll keep that in mind.
I'm...
telling you...
all of this...
so you won't mess around...
with Hae Soo if you're not sincere.
You look like the type to be misunderstood.
Like an arrogant playboy.
Like me in the past.
You scared me.
You have a big mouth. You're already talking.
Didn't you already know about my big mouth?
Is it going to rain?
I'll acknowledge it.
Yesterday...
I felt something...
...with you.
But it was just that moment.
I have no desire to pursue it.
You're a pro so you get it, right?
Knock on my door three times...
or let my phone ring three times.
Do that if you want to pursue things with me.
If you don't like me,
...don't do anything.
Like now.
What's with him?
Hey!
Ji Hae Soo!
More than your disorder,
your problem is your temper.
A patient needs to have will to cure themselves.
You're a doctor who tells her patients...
"You need to have will." What a brat...
He believes he has cancer in his arm.
Pain disorder, delusional disorder...
adjustment disorder and depression...
Depression - persistent feelings of sadness and loss of interest.
It's complicated.
A cautious person cuts off his own arm...
to alleviate feelings of responsibility and guilt.
Just like alcoholics try to treat every problem with alcohol.
Recently, his wife wanted a second child.
A cautious person like him couldn't tell her no.
I think that became the deciding factor that set him off.
He can't work with his arm like that.
Shouldn't we stop his discharge?
What do you think?
I don't have an opinion.
The patient has no will. What can we do?
Go on.
He's a carpenter and an orphan.
His situation is so similar to your father.
It's upsetting because his child is so young.
Are you coming to the divorce anniversary party?
Just do that by yourselves.
I really wish I could.
Really?
You don't mind seeing your hyung?
I'm happy if you're happy, Mom.
You're a good boy.
Are you that happy hyung's coming?
Of course I am.
My child gets to be out momentarily from that terrible place.
Throw hyung...
a big furlough celebration.
Spend a lot of money.
Mother, I'm sorry.
- Let's meet about your new book. - Okay.
Call me when hyung comes.
Bestselling author Jang Jae Yul's attack case sentencing.
His hair has gone completely gray.
That means he's under a great deal of stress.
Tae Woong, it's me.
Bring Jae Bum to me.
I want to see him before deciding if it'd be good for him to meet his family.
Okay.
Okay, bye.
Okay.
Yes?
Oh!
Welcome.
What anxiety disorder?
She's just playing hard to get.
Is that noona pushing and pulling?
She's trying to get you worked up over her.
You're so excited.
But...
Why don't you meet another woman instead of someone who rejected you?
The problem is that it's not that easy.
She's really attractive.
How do I put it...
Does it feel like...
she'll rescue your soul?
Like my Hyun Joo?
How are things with Hyun Joo?
Not so good.
I'm going to concentrate on writing.
You're such an idiot, dork.
Do you still look at her face...
in front of her house?
Yes.
I think the more I see her...
the prettier she gets.
You're really not going to the hospital?
I think your finger is still weird.
It's okay.
I'll tell you if it really hurts.
What's going on?
They're at it again!
Don't ride your bike on this road. It's dangerous.
You'll get into an accident.
What's going on? So dangerous.
We're at my house.
Where is it?
Over there.
See you again.
Write diligently until your competition deadline.
Let's eat something good next time.
Okay.
Debut!
Han Kang Woo debuts as an author!
Have a good time with your hyungnim.
You have to make up this time, okay?
Okay, fighting!
Stop there!
Hey!
Stop!
- Get up! - Stop!
What do you want, asshole!
Get up!
Stop it!
Get up!
Hey!
- Get up! - Mom!
Stop it!
Who the hell are you?
Get up!
Kang Woo.
Get a grip, Kang Woo.
Get a grip, Kang Woo!
Kang Woo!
Han Kang Woo, get a grip!
Kang Woo.
Get a grip.
Take your mom and run away!
Mom.
Hurry up, Kang Woo!
Mom, let's go.
CCTV recording in progress
Jang Jae Yul is unlucky.
I made good food for once and he's not here to eat it.
Call Jang Jae Yul and find out when he'll be home.
You call him, noona. Let it ring three times.
Should I call and let it ring three times?
You'd better not!
Hey...
why do you look like that?
What do you think? He's copying Jang Jae Yul.
Why don't you get plastic surgery to look like him and adjust your legs to match his height, too.
You have no self-esteem.
My self-esteem goes down because of the people in this house.
I spent a lot of money. Can't you compliment me even if you don't mean it?
I have eyes, too, you know. Do my eyes look like arms?
I like you better.
You're a hundred times better than that arrogant playboy Jang Jae Yul.
- Whatever. - I know that's too big of a compliment.
She already belongs to Jang Jae Yul.
Excuse me.
You should know that I won't get involved with Jang Jae Yul, got it?
Do you know how I guarded my virginity up 'til now?
Why would I give it up for that playboy?
Don't give it to him then. Take your virginity to the grave.
You'd better or else.
I'm going to!
Yangsuri 119-7 is an empty house.
Right?
That house isn't empty.
A boy...
his mother...
and a violent father live there.
Remember his name.
I'll confirm exactly how this domestic violence case
...reported was handled.
I'll be in touch.
What was that?
Does someone really live in that empty house?
You're home.
I cooked for the first time in awhile.
Don't you want to eat?
Jang Jae Yul!
What happened to your face?
Jang Jae Yul!
Jang Jae Yul, open up!
Jang Jae Yul!
Our signal is to knock three times.
What does seven or eight knocks mean?
Come out.
You're going to get a scar.
It's okay.
Go to your room.
Don't show yourself to a doctor if you don't want treatment.
What happened?
A kid I know...
...was hit by his father.
There's this kid I like named Kang Woo.
When I saw him being hit by his father,
I couldn't take it.
Jeez...
You...
why did you get involved in someone else's family?
When my mother...
was beaten by my stepfather...
that's what people said then.
It's someone else's family.
No one got involved.
In the end, something big happened...
in my family that shocked the world.
This is the first time in my bathroom with a woman.
Talking about myself like this, too.
I'm not really used to it.
But I feel comfortable.
Because I have nothing to hide.
Why didn't you get stitches for this wound?
You saw me sleeping in the bathroom and
I was very serious at the ravine.
Even if it was my style.
Go to sleep.
Do you know what this camel painting is about?
The people who live in the desert...
tie their camels to trees at night.
They untie the rope in the morning.
As you can see.
But the camel doesn't run away.
It remembers...
being tied to the tree at night.
Just like we remember our past wounds.
Our past wounds...
the trauma...
weighs down our feet in the present.
For me, the bathroom...
For you, anxiety...
Go on.
As you know,
my bedroom is here.
Put ointment on before sleeping.
So, you don't get an infection.
The door is locked.
Even if you love salmon,
why did you open so many cans?
Disobeying is my specialty.
I've heard of a divorce party...
but I've never heard of a divorce anniversary party.
I can't see Young Jin any other way.
She has no friends because of her strange personality.
I have to be her friend.
I wish she would get remarried.
Damn it, I can't mix it.
You do it.
I'm going...
...to shower.
Is So Nyeo doing a good job at the cafe?
It's her first day. How should I know?
Hey...
I'll call you hyung.
Be patient with me.
I'll really call you hyung, so don't provoke me.
I'm not feeling very good lately.
I don't think So Nyeo will be mine.
That's why.
I'm annoyed.
I'll call you hyung.
So, hear me out.
Okay?
But...
your hair and clothes...
look good on you.
I won't say I love you.
But you know how I feel, right?
Yoot, yoot, yoot!
Gul, gul, gul!
Yoot, yoot, yoot!
You only have one life.
Overlap it.
You hit it, just pass. Why do you like to overlap so much?
That's right, hyungnim, just pass it.
Just run away. You'll just get caught.
Just leave him alone.
- Yeah, yeah. - Overlap it.
Overlap it!
Jeez...
...he shouldn't.
- He shouldn't. - I told you not to.
Trust me.
Trust your oppa this once.
Overlap it!
Let's go!
Father! Alright!
We have a chance to win.
Get him with a yoot and get out with a gul.
Hey, hey, hey, hey!
Hey, hey!
Yoot, yoot, yoot, yoot!
I got him!
See!
You got caught!
Jeez, really!
How many times is this?
Here.
Thank you.
Honey, your wife made money!
I told you not to.
You make me so mad.
Why did you jump in?
You just got her more pissy.
I'm leaving.
Hurry up and follow her.
Young Jin!
Hey!
Mom, let's leave.
Leave already? There's so much food left.
Then can I...
take Father...
...on a walk?
What walk? We're going leaving now.
We'd be so grateful.
You're more considerate than you look.
Why do you talk to him so casually? You don't even know him.
Jae Yul told us to.
You said so, right?
Yes.
Stop drinking, Mom.
I don't want to.
I'm going to drink more.
Young Jin, Young Jin, Young Jin!
Why are you leaving after having a good time?
Do you really hate being alone with me?
Is that why you called everyone?
Hey.
Forget celebrating our divorce anniversary if you don't want to see me alone.
You're too much.
Are you that mad I called Hae Soo's family?
Hae Soo's father is always home alone if not for a day like this.
Hae Soo's mom and Yoon Soo left the store to others...
for Hae Soo's father's sake.
Why do I always have to see Hae Soo's father on our divorce anniversary of all days?
Who cares if you see him at our divorce anniversary party?
What do we have to say...
to each other alone?
I don't like you.
That's why you divorced me!
What's the problem?
I have regrets, you jerk.
Young Jin!
That temper.
You always get mad at me.
Did you take insurance out on me?
So, you could use me as a punching bag your whole life!
Tell me.
You...
really don't like Jang Jae Yul?
Well?
Stop it.
Do you actually like him, too?
Hey...
if you don't like a guy like that,
who do you like?
Are you playing hard to get?
Right?
- Tell me, you wench. - Stop it!
Ugh!
Hey...
Why are you always getting annoyed at me?
Are you...
acting high and mighty because you make money?
Stop it, Mom. Let's go.
Let's go.
Are you the only one who makes money? I make money, too!
Mom.
Father, let's go get some air.
It's not just one or two days...
you always get annoyed at me.
You were annoyed as a student because you had to study.
Now you're annoyed because you're tired from working as a doctor.
Hey!
Do you think...
I don't get annoyed taking care of your sick father, you wench?
Stop it!
Acting high and mighty because you make money?
Acting high and mighty because you set up the store for me?
You wench!
It's hard for your mother to live like this!
Hae Soo and I...
...know about you and President Kim.
That's why Hae Soo is like that. Did you know that?
How do you feel after seeing my dysfunctional family today?
You don't know it...
but your family's not bad.
I'm letting you know in advance, but...
when I see kids with good families...
getting along well...
...it's annoying.
Why would you get annoyed? Envious maybe.
A long time ago,
I went out with a woman from a good family.
She had a good family and got along with her parents and siblings.
I see.
She must've been a pure and innocent soul.
Yeah.
But I found out then.
Since she was so pure, innocent and positive,
it was really boring.
I'm serious.
People mature because of the bittersweet nature of life.
That's what makes dating fun.
Someone who only knew the sweet side...
it was really unattractive.
Here.
If you weren't an arrogant playboy,
it's not like I don't have any feelings for you.
A good sense of humor and successful.
You're not bad-looking.
We have some chemistry.
But you're too much of an arrogant playboy.
I'm not in a position to have a pointless teenage relationship.
You're too dangerous to meet when I'm thirty.
Talk after we've gone out.
You'll be surprisingly charmed with my charisma if we go out.
Don't laugh.
I like this music lately.
Listen to it...
and leave my cell phone in front of my door.
In Young...
Amytal interview - used to elicit information from a person who is voluntarily 'guarding' it.
You're going to receive an injection.
Count backwards from ten slowly.
Alright.
Ten...
Hey!
But hyungnim...
why do you need this?
See you later. Okay?
- See you later then. - Okay.
What was that?
Who was that person?
Is this mine?
Yeah.
Go to Mom's house.
I'm going to see Dong Min hyungnim and take a taxi home.
Where is Jae Yul right now?
In Young...
Do you remember the day...
your baby had an accident?
Evil bastard.
Evil jerk.
Who?
Who are you talking about?
My husband.
When I went to the market,
our baby was being burned by boiling water
but he was sleeping in the next room.
He was drunk.
Evil bastard.
He didn't know our baby was dying.
Evil jerk.
He kept sleeping.
It must have really upset you.
I want to kill him.
Why did he have to drink?
How could he not know our baby was dying?
I want to die!
What am I?
As a mother...
I didn't even know my baby was dying.
Why did I have to go to the market?
What kind of mother am I?
The baby is in a better place.
Believe that.
Amytal sodium - barbital-type sedative.
- Is this it? - Hey!
I'm so thirsty.
I'm dying of thirst.
Alright.
Wait here. I'll bring you water.
Oops.
Wow...
so this is amytal...
Hey! Hey, hey, hey!
I'm just kidding.
Jeez, so sensitive.
I'm thirsty.
Alright, wait.
I'll bring you water.
I want an Americano instead of water.
Hey...
do you even know how it tastes?
It's coffee, right?
I want to drink that.
I'll drink that before the injection.
Alright wait. I'll bring it.
You scared me.
Work hard.
Hey, hey! Jang Jae Bum! Where are you going?
Jang...
SBC TV station.
The patient fully remembered losing the baby.
It will be harder for awhile.
Those two have love. And us, too.
What did you tell her husband?
I told him that his wife was sorry she went to the market.
That she loves him.
Did you tell him she blamed him?
You don't have to tell...
...an unnecessary truth.
Will they get over this unhappiness?
Of course.
Love will give them the strength to overcome unhappiness.
Along with pain, blame, sadness and torment.
It leads to unhappiness, too.
Love will also give you the strength...
to overcome those challenges.
That's what it takes...
...to call it love.
Let's go.
Great.
I'm going to confess to Nurse Kim today.
That's right.
Love needs to be expressed.
Jang Jae Yul
Hae Soo...
want to have dinner with me?
No...
I think I have plans.
Jo Dong Min
I'll say good-bye for now.
Goodnight...
...my friends.
Missed call - Ji Hae Soo
The phone rang...
but was it twice or three times?
Ji Hae Soo
You have a new message.
Did you hear the phone ring three times?
I'm going to take the bus home soon.
Now, now, now...
see you next week.
It's Okay, That's Love