- = Credits to SULTAN KHILAF = -
Translated & Edited by SubR
SubR : For those who missed Notebook's notes
#How to overcome trauma? 1.To share the pain of heart with those who can help.
2. No to Liquor and cigarettes . Its just a temporary measure! There is a side effect that further amplifies.
3. Regular exercise. ->Stabilize mind and body and reduce tension and anxiety . (Reduce is key point here.)
4. Get help from a professional, Get help with medical equipment or center. 5. Up around the people ..
"Episode 17"
Why are we at the last stop?
Because you sleept all the way.
Wow... It's not just me who sleept.
How can we go home mow? And What about your car !
And where are we? Gosh.
Ah,I can only see mountains! What now?
Do you think you deserve to say that?
You, who failed an operation that everyone said not to do...
... and you always blame people.
You, who ran away during surgery!
Did I look like you that day?
After seeing you like this now I know what I was like. I was really pathetic.
Are you alright ?
I slept so soundly on the bus. Hmm, slept soundly.
Aren't you guys getting off ? This is the last stop.
We will get down soon in a bit.
She must be your girlfriend.. Pleasant times.
Ah, I hope he didn't hear my heart pounding.
I am sure he didn't.
In situation like this if your head reacts first,...
... means you don't like him.
Or maybe you like someone else.
Impossible!
This makes no sense,
... unless I'm crazy.
We can't let Dr. Han perform the surgery.
Yeah, he gave up mid way while performing surgery in another hospital.
The risk will be too high, if we let him perform.
But we can't let the patient die.
But the patient won't listen to us.
We have done our best and even Dr. Han himself refused to operate.
- Let's persuade Dr. Han one more time. - What?
I too don't want my patient to see another doctor.
But there is no other way.
First, we must save the patient.
The patient will die if we waste more time.
Doctor Cha is right. We must do everything we can.
But Dr. Han doesn't even work in our hospital now,
... what if he fails? Who will be responsible?
If the patient dies while we don't approve the operation by Dr. Han,
... who will be responsible?
Persuade Dr.Han.
If you want you can take it back if it's needed. (Not sure)
But, sir...
Let me know after a decision is made.
Yes, Sir. Take Care
- Over here, sir. - Yes.
See you, sir.
You Stupid fool.
- Are you in your right mind? - What about me?
Can you still smile...
... after Dr. Han managed to get the operation that you failed to do?
- What if he fails? - What?
Nobody knows if he will succeed or fail until the operation is over.
I will be glad if it doesn't happen but there is a possibility that...
... he might not be able to enter the operating room & will give up before surgery.
Did you finally think of winning against Dr. Han?
I really went crazy.
- What? - Do you have a fever?
Your face is red.
No, I'm fine!
But what's with your face?
- Your face is totally red. - What ?
Maybe it's because of the hot shower.
Department of Neurosurgery
- What's all this? - You know KCCQ TV.Its their program.
Wah,I envy them.
Honestly, you and me,...
... we shouldn't work for the hospital's public relations team
Doctor Cha, who we met earlier and the producing director here...
... are close friends.
Look, they look like professionals. Pros !
Doctor Han, stop saying you can't.
Shit! Hey! Let's meet directly and talk.
If you still have a problem with me,...
... let's just fight like a man!
Stop it!
- You have to see this. - No...
Gosh!
- Why are you here? - Doctor Jang?
We will install the microphone.
She looked worried.
Wow she is very beautiful.
Isn't Dr. Jang looking very pretty as she is wearing makeup today ?
This is not the first time she is appearing on TV.
- Come on, let's go - Wait.
Just watch and learn from her.
The Neurosurgery Department always appears on TV...
... and we are juat working hard all the time.
SubR: Can't understand what she is saying,sorry.
Think of all the difficulties we suffer.
Look at me. Look at this dark circle...
... from all the work. I can't get rid of it.
I don't see any dark circles. You look very beautiful.
On AIR
The secret of leading the neurosurgery section...
... which is difficult for women. What's your secret?
My secrets...
...is only one thing.
Not to get married. That's just the secret.
- Marriage? - Yes.
Become someone's wife, mother, or daughter-in-law.
In Korea,that's the title you can get when you release...
... the role imposed on women.
I really understand it.
Ofcourse, I have to let go of a lot of things.
But I never regreted it.
Thank you for your comment.
Hey, you have to tell the truth.
Its not that you didn't wanted to marry but you weren't able to get marry.
When you were in medical school all dudes avoid you.
- You don't know? - Of course I know.
They couldn't stand me because I'm was better than them.
I didn't care about their problem.
You have to do something about your bad temper.
Besides marriage, have you loved someone, have you ever dated?
Seriously, what do you take me for?
Tell me the truth. You used to like me, right?
- Me? - Yes.
You used to eat with me ,study with me and follow me everywhere.
You even drove me home.
I did that because...
... you looked sad!
You ate alone and study alone, and you were always alone.
You looked lonely thats why!
Jerk !
I must be crazy for liking you.
You like me? You?
- When? - Forget it.
Doctor Jang!
Jang Ji-yeon!
What? Gosh!
Shit! Why did I said that?
Let's pretend that I was drunk.
No,No. I will pretend that I don't remember anything.
Will it work?
Doctor?
Are you okay?
Yeah.
- Let's continue. - Yes.
The next case is..
Doctor Jang.
Jang Ji-yeon!
Stomach, neck and pork ribs?
What is this, Dr. Jang? Where did you get this?
Pork belly sounds good.
Doctor Cha, you go first.
Ok. The next case is the treatment of the brain tumor gama knife.
The patient is a 45-year-old woman,...
... diagnosed with stage three brain tumor.
Should I give it to her...
...or not?
Ah, I don't care! She will come searching, I guess.
Why didn't she tell me before that she like me?
She always seemed uninterested.
Why she is doing this to me now?
I'll just ignore her or pretend not to remember.
This is very awkward.
Excuse me, are you sober now?
Hey!
Get out of my office!
What did he say? Will he do the operation?
Biceptor.
Bipolar.
He said to let him attend the operations for a while...
... and he will observe the surgery.
Micro scissors.
Its bleeding, Doctor!
- Vital signs are decreasing ! - Bipolar!
- Suction! - Yes, Doctor.
Irrigation.
- Avitene. - Avitene.
- Absorbent. - Absorbent.
The patient is going in shock!
- Suction! - Yes, Doctor.
I was too hard on you before.
- I was not on my right mind. - Me too.
I'm sorry too.
Will you do the operation?
I'm not sure...
... whether I can do it or not.
I'll just do everything I can, to help.
You can do it. No, I hope you succeed.
So that I will have a chance.
You were my idol since child.
Dad always compares me to you,...
... but I never thought about winning against you.
At first, I didn't want to win. After that....
After that, there was no reason to compete.
It seemed like I'm cheating.
What are you talking about?
I went to study in America...
... and you went to the island since your father's accident.
So, we were not at the same level.
But I want to play fair now.
I want to beat you for the first time.
So, get rid of that trauma and go back to being your self.
Is it true? Doctor Han entered the operating room?
Thats what I am saying. He watched with his arms crossed.
He stand there like this. He worried me.
Doctor Jang and Dr. Han both were there. I don't know what are they thinking?
But, where is Dr. Lee, I can't see her? Where is ...
- Where is he?
- Thats what I am asking where is she (Dr.Lee)?
No, Dr. Han. Where is he now?
I saw him going out.
- Doctor Cha? - Do you have some time?
Don't ask me if I'm fine.
I can be crazy like earlier.
I really want to hide. (Not exactly what he said..)
Why?
Anyway, even if I don't ask you look okay. I'm relieved.
- That night you were surprised,right? - A little.
I heard that the patient was close with Dr. Han.
Therefore, he behaved like that.
You have to understand it.
Are we back there again?
Why do you always worry about Dr. Han?
Why do I have to always understand it?
I know you are patient and understand the problems of Dr. Han.
You asked me if I'm angry about Dr. Han,right.
I think you're like me.
It feels good to know that we are similar.
People who choose his own happiness...
... above happiness of people they love.
I thought she was a fortune teller but.. (Don't know what he said)
- I'm not a good man like that. - No one is good or bad.
Everyone is selfish, but no one is bad or good.
It depends on how you look at them.
Because of that people always look at you lowly,...
... because you look at people like that.
Anyway, you're a good person in my opinion.
- Juat a good people? - What?
I don't want to be just a good person. I want to be special good person for you.
- What? - I have feelings for you.
Why? Is there someone else?
- No, but... - Then it's okay.
I have a chance.
- Doctor Cha. I... - I know.
I know you don't have feelings for me.
I just wanted to show my feelings.
Don't feel burdened.
But don't forget, I won't give up.
Stop complaining and say what happened.
What?
It's about men, right? Did he expressed his feelings?
But he isn't the one for you?
How do you know?
I don't know anything ..I'm just guessing. You're stuck.
So, who is he?
That...
- Doctor Cha? - What?
- Did you guess that too? - Hey.
There are only three or four men around you.
Doctor Yoo? Impossible.
Doctor Choi? Will never.
- Doctor Han? - What? You are crazy?
- Never! No! Never! - Right. Unless you're crazy.
You are right.
- Unless I'm crazy. - Then who else?
Only Dr. Cha left. I told you, Dr. Cha likes you.
So, what's the problem? Do you have to say yes or no?
- I refused. - What?
You are crazy!
- Why? For what ? - I just don't have...
You know if you like someone, there's a feeling of fluttering,pounding...
... and heartbreak. You must have that feeling.
But I do not. I don't think he's the one.
You ask too much.
You can have that feeling later also, so first you should accept him.
And so what that you don't have that feeling?
Love is only a hormone response. You know that well.
Dopamine, endorphins, vasopressin, phenethylamine, oxytocin that kind of hormones!
It will be gone in three years. (Not Sure Guys, sorry)
- Hormones! - Hey!
But still that's important.
- Your heart is too cold. - Forget it.
Go back right now and beg him.
Say "I'm sorry , it was my fault" and "Let's do our best"
Its time to get off work.. (In mind where is she)
- Why did you run? - I heard it,...
... that you entered the operating room.
Words spread quickly.
Face it directly, instead of avoiding it.
This is more suitable for you. Well Done.
- So how was it today? - Do you think I fainted?
Unless you throw up its fine.
When I first entered, I almost threw up on my professor.. (Not Sure guys..)
You know Dr. Lee ,right.. He is bald.
His wig fell because he tried to avoid me and he also got hit.
So, is that you? (Not exactly what he said)
Yes, that's me.
I still have goosebumps every time I think of that day.
The professor was very angry with me and always keept his eyes on me...
... I have to avoid him until graduation.
- Sorry. I just... - No, its not...
I haven't seen you like this for a long time.
I thought you didn't know how to smile.
Nice to meet you, the Dr. Han that I knew.
"Episode 18"
Ah, look at this. Doctor Joo should see you exercising like this.
It's dangerous to surprise people who are exercising.
But you exercise very hard.
Why? Is there something that upset you?
Take care of your own affairs.
I know you that don't feel happy lately.
You want to beat Dr. Han anyhow, but its not going well...
... and you don't know how to separate him from Dr. Joo.
Do you want me to help you ?
Don't do anything stupid. I'll do it my own way.
I also have my way.
If you like someone, there will be a feeling of fluttering ,pounding...
... and you feel heartbroken.
It's been a long time since I saw you smile.
I didn't think you know how to smile.
Nice to meet you, the Dr. Han that I knew.
Joo In-ah. Where is your pride really?
How can you like him? He won't like you.
You're the wrong person!
Why did she leave it here?
"Power of Attorney"
Where are you going from morning?
I will take my leftovers later, so you can just leave it.
- What? - And this...
This is the power of attorney.
I'll talk to you later about the debt.
Wait!
Are you moving out of this house now ?
- Yes. - Doctor Han!
Why are you suddenly being like this?
What is wrong with you?
Didn't you want me to leave this house.
Thats right.But not suddenly like this.
There is some other reason ,right?
- What is that? If you tell me.. - Take care of your own affairs.
Its hard to stand you anymore.
Yeah I'd better not see it.
Biceptor.
Micro scissors.
Blood pressure dropped to 60.
Suction!
No!
Avitene.
- Avitene! - Yes, Doctor.
Suction.
- Hurry up! - Yes, Doctor.
Seung-joo. What are you doing here?
Why did you move out suddenly?
It's little uncomfortable there.
- You were living so nicely there but its suddenly uncomfortable? - I was not comfortable all along.
Do you know how difficult life is with three women?
They were very dirty. They never do the chores, so I did everything...
Washing clothes, cooking, and all household chores.
I even became their driver. I was their slave! Slave!
Nobody asked you to do it.
How can I ignore them?
So, what will you do now?
Will you auction the house?
Yeah,I should.
What about finding evidence for revenge?
I will do that too.
It's been a year since Han-sung died.
I heard from Min-gi, he has prepared a concert.
Should I go with you?
How can I meet him?
- I won't go. - What does it mean?
What's your fault with Han-sung?
After all you are the one who did so much to get revenge from his girlfriend.
For the time being can I stay in your house until I get a place?
Nice house! Very clean!
You have 5 missed calls from Joo In-Ah
Message from Joo Se-Ra You owe me. Don't forget that.
Joo Se-Ra.
What are you doing?
How can I meet him? I won't go.
Message from Joo Se-Ra Someone will call you later. You owe me.
What will she do?
Jae-Hwan Ssi
Hello, I'm Joo, the person who called you.
I saw you during an interview at Darin Hospital.
I didn't have time to say hello at that time.
- I work for the public relations team at that hospital as announcer.
Oh I see. But what can I do for you?
Cha Jae-Hwan,whats up with you? You never introduce me to anyone.
Did she say I introduced you to her? Really?
What introduce? I don't know her well.
She is only the announcer at our hospital.
Do what you want.
Look if she is suitable for the job.
Okhay.
Dr.Joo In-Ah
Oh, you just got caught.
Are you still hungry?
Hey, miss!
Stop there! Hey, miss!
Let me go!
- What are you doing? - Let me go!
What is this?
I understand if you steal something to eat.
But why did you steal something useless for you?
How would I know that?
I ran before I realized it.
Since when did you steal?
Why are you asking me that? Just call the police...
... if you want to report me or just let me go.
Why are you crying after stealing?
Why are you crying if you are so proud?
Is that because you got caught?
Tell me. When did you start stealing?
Since high school. That's not what I need or want.
But I can't refuse it.
I tried to stop stealing.
I even tied my hand with tape...
... and didn't bought school equipment...
... so that I don't have to stop by the store.
But it's useless.
Before I realized, I stole and ran.
Nobody trusted me, except my grandmother.
I stopped stealing for a moment, but today I did it again.
Are there certain periods? For example, when you have a menstural period?
Don't worry, I'm a doctor.
- I think so. - Kleptomania?
Maybe PMS?
- PM..What? - That's premenstrual syndrome.
Is this a disease?
First, let's get a consultation. I'll look for a hospital.
- Come on let's go. - Where?
We must return this and apologize.
You are always brave and confident.
I will talk to him. Do not worry.
- Its ok. - Sorry.
- Its ok so you can go. - Thank you.
We are lucky the owner is good.
Let's go ,I'll take you home.
- I will help you. - This is heavy.
Thanks.
This is heavy.
Bring that one.
The situation is not good. He must be operated on immediately.
But he still insists on the matter of Dr. Han.
What about Dr. Han?
I guess he is getting better,...
... but still anxious in the operating room.
Dr. Jang.
May I ask you for a favour?
Hello? Are you looking for something?
- Are you Sun-Ah's mother? - Yes.
Is Se-Ra home?
Mi-yoon?
It seems you are not happy at all to see me.
It is not like that. When did you come?
- How is your grandmother? Is she alright? - I just got home...
... and Grandma is fine.
- Come here. - Why?
But the problem is here.
Look at this house.
Look at this dust.
So what?
Mr. Clean won't endure this mess.
Where is he? The room is empty.
I didn't expect us to meet again like this.
I think it's been two years since Sun-Ah died.
How are you?
My condition is better than before.
The tumor is too large and the pressure area is too wide.
We can't do anything.
Sorry.
That was the third time the hospital said that it is too late.
Every time, they said there is no hope....
Sun-Ah's condition worsened.
But...
Let's operate it.
- We can do it. - Really?
They said this is dangerous because of the size of the tumor.
That's more the reason why she needs surgery. Isn't it?
You will not give up,right?
Certainly not. I want to be operated on.
But I failed.
- Sorry. - No.
You don't know how grateful I am.
My last memories of Sun-Ah...
... is when she smiled and was happy.
Those memories make me survive.
If I had seen Sun-Ah dying without hope and despair,...
... I won't have been able to live till now.
Thanks to the hope you gave us,...
... the last moments with Sun-Ah was full of happiness.
That was enough for me.
I really wanted to thank you sooner.
Sorry, Doctor.
And although She forbade me to tell you,
... but please thank the woman who visited me from my behalf.
You're lucky to have her by your side.
- Sir! - What are you doing?
- Wait! - Give me an injection!
- Stop it! - What is your problem?
- Just give me an injection! - Sir,you're too drunk right now.
So,please come back later when you are sober,ok?
Is this how you treat your patients ?
- It is not like that. - Come here.
- No. - Come here!
Stop it!
You Insolents!
- Are you okay? - Yes.
- Ahjusshi! - Doctor Han...
Dr.Han !
- Take him to the CT room. - Yes, Doctor.
Take him to the CT room!
Doctor Han, is he still being examined?
Thank God,there is no problem in his head.
He fainted due to a mild concussion.
- You don't need to worry. - Thank God.
I was so worried that something might happen.
Doctor Joo?
He said he is fine so why. What's wrong?
I know, but...
Wait.
She must be surprised.
Since her parents died in an accident,...
... she becomes anxious whenever someone faints infront of her.
- What are you doing? - What?
You are being frustated.
In time like this you should cheer her and wipe away her tears.
Are you just going to give up on her?
Did you heard anything from Dr. Joo?
About what? What can it be? I have no idea.
Do not worry. I am always on your side.
- Now go chase her and console her... - No need.
- I can't treat a woman who is crying because of another man. - Another man?
Are you being jealous now?
Do not be jealous.
Doctor Han is not a man for Dr. Joo. He is just a patient to her.
Just like a crazy dog..
Anyway my point is, Dr. Joo is good to everyone.
She even cried for the unconscious dog.
Go and comfort her, Dr.Jin...for my part too.
Doctor Cha.
Men who fall in love can be jealous of their pillows. (Not Sure)
I envy them.
- You're still here. - Yes.
I will go after he wake up.
He is like this just because of the anesthetic, so he will wake up soon.
If he wake up and everything is fine, he can be sent home immediately. Do not worry.
Thanks.
I'll be back later.
- Doctor Jung? - Yes?
What happened?
Take the blood sample.
Is this really okay?
Do not worry. I will take full responsibility.
Slowly! Be careful!
- Ok then I'm going to the lab. - Okhay
Don't run and be careful.
- Be careful! - Yes, Sir.
- Fighting! - Go!
Be careful!
Left and right...
I'll let you know when the results are out.
Whatever the way, Dr. Joo finally does it.
- She succeeded. - What did I said?
- Doctor Joo is persistent. - You are right.
I have to go around.
- I have to go. - I have a meeting too.
- Go away. - See you later.
Shit, He do remembers everything.
This is very uncomfortable.
Why I can't hide my expression.
Its better if you don't move now.
I was worried about your head,...
... but the test results say there is no problem.
You were unconscious because of a mild concussion.
But why are you here?
Because I was worried. You got hurt while trying to save me.
I would have been worried even if it was someone else.
Sorry. I didn't mean to bother you.
Do not go.
Why?
Because you don't bother me at all.
Credits to SULTAN_KHILAF
Edited and Translated by Subham
Coming Back where? here?
You don't know when weird strangers will come. Therefore at least one men should be present in home, right?
What am I doing right now? Why can't I enter my own house?
What are you doing there and not coming inside?
Why are you doing this to me? You are confusing me!
I guess you don't know much about women,Ahjussi
But you can't just skip it.
I thought we can't be close.
But I think I like you.